I'm confused now
People have played me
Cheated me
Stayed for five minutes and threw me out like the trash that I am.
Around family I'm always bubbly. Happy.
Oh, if they knew.
If.
They.
Knew.
But they won't know.
Because I won't tell them.
I won't tell anyone.
Nothing will help.
But I'm weird.
I have a million reasons to hate myself
Don't give me 100 reasons not.
Because I'll think of 100 more reasons to hate myself.
I'll keep going all day.
No one cares.
No one will care.
That's also a reason why u never told.
Why I will never tell.
Ever.
