I came back.. After my one week of sadness...boredom..loneliness.. without him.
To not make him realise that I'm back home.. I came home late at night.. Way way late at night.
" You're back?" I know this voice. This voice that I wake up to. The voice that I long to. The voice that I wanted to hear every second of my life..
" Ohhh please.. don't make this harder enough for me!" I said.
" I'm sorry but I just -"
I cut him off by throwing the food he brought for me. Just like every night. Hot chocolate and cookies.
" Have you eaten? Are you okay?" He still manages to look me in the eye after what I've done to him. He manages to care for me after I treated him so bad. He manages to keep his love for me...
" Go! Please! If you love me that much, get the hell out!!" I yelled. I couldn't take it anymore. I need him out of my life!
With that.. he left my sight without words. Just walked away..
It was a pain to see him..
....
My morning wasn't all that great.. As usual.
I did my chores and I saw stalker boy taking out some old clothes of someone from his house..
I can clearly see that they're not men's clothes. Definitely not.
He was carrying so many... I saw him putting all of them into a plastic bag and burrying it. I wonder when did he dig that huge hole .
He saw him staring at him and waved at me ..
I ignored it and kept doing my chores. I wonder why is it so important for him to spend time with me.. to always look at me... to have a conversation with me. What is his reason?
...
I had my lunch at my veranda.
I saw stalker boy doing his work. Cleaning his house.. Not even taking a quick break ..
I wanted to just hit him and say sorry. I wanted to help him with his work. I wanted to say he was stupid for being too sweet towards me, I wanted to say
" I love you"
But I couldn't... I just couldn't.
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I Never Knew You Existed ( Exo Kai Fanfiction) COMPLETED
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