I Never Knew You Existed ( Exo Kai Fanfiction) COMPLETED

But I dont..

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

This has been stuck in my head and he still don't know about it.

Why? Why?Why? Why do you have to say that? Why did you have to say something like that.

"Heyyyy you sleepy head! Eat your breakfast and then we can  head back home ! Just like we planned because its getting pretty late " I realised he was talking to me and open my eyes. I wasn't sleeping, I was thinking and didn't want to see his face.

"Hello? Are you okay? " Now he's getting worried, I just know.

"What?" I asked him.

"What's wrong? Did I do something? You've been ignoring what I'm saying this whole morning" He said again.

I ignored him

.....

We've done eating and we left. As we walked down a hill , he held my hand but I yank it away .. " I'm just holding your hands so you wouldn't fall."

"Fall? You mean like fall in love"

"Hahahaha no , no that. "

"Why not that?"

"Because we weren't talking about us falling in love at all" He smiled at me as he said that.

I kept quiet but a few minutes later, I decided to not shut my mouth anymore. I had to say something.

"Why do you love me?"

" O.o ... how..how did you?"

"Cut the crap! Tell me! Why do you love me!? Why can't you love someone else?!?!"

"So you heard it when you were about to sleep?" he sounded nervous to ask or say anything to me at all at that moment.

"Just answer me! Why do you love me?! Do you think I can ever love you back?"

"I...I've always loved you.. I don't have a reason.. I just do."

"SHUT UP! "

I saw him getting teary eyed .

" I'm sorry please, just forget about it.."

"No. The only thing I want right now is for you to leave me alone! Go away!!!"

"_____, please don't. "

" I don't want or need to be spending time with you! You're a waste of time! You're nothing but a waste! "

His eyes are really red.. " I'm sorry!"

" I don't give a damn about your sorries, I hate them from the start! "

I waited for him to leave me and walk back home alone..

......

I was at the front of my front door and I saw him glanced at me  before he and I went in. He waited in front of his house l, as usual..

Before I went in...." I'm sorry, but I can never give you the love that you want or need.. I love you too." I said to myself.