Denial

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Stiles parked his jeep in his driveway and turned off the engine. He sat there in silence, his mind racing from all that had happened that day. He couldn't believe it. He must have dreamt it. Never in a million years would he have expected The Lydia Martin, the girl of his dreams, his crush since 3rd freaking grade to have kissed him. He knew that she did do it to stop him from having a panic attack but he couldn't shake the feeling that deep down there was more to it. Right? He thought about how her lips felt against his, the way she cupped his face with her hands that with her touch burned holes in his cheeks. The look on her face afterwards as she never once looked away from his eyes. Stiles sighed and climbed out of the jeep, and entered the house. His dad was working late at the station again and the house was dark and cold. He raced upstairs to his room and flung himself on his bed. After giving it some more thought he knew what he had to do. He would confront her tomorrow about the kiss and her feelings. After it had happened Lydia couldn't look him in the eye and would not sit with him at lunch. The kiss had created awkward tension between them and they needed to talk about it no matter how much Lydia avoided him. He was determined and tomorrow would be the day he would do it. He went to sleep happy knowing what tomorrow had in store for him.

The next day, Stiles woke up before his alarm and jumped out of bed. He was excited at the thought that him and Lydia could have something. He devoured his breakfast and with a quick "Bye" to his dad he was out the door. When he got to school, he saw Scott park up beside him on his motorbike. He quickly ran over to him to tell him about what had happened. Scott listened with wide eyes and his mouth open in awe. He couldn't believe it either that Lydia had kissed him as he recalled back to sophomore year when Lydia would ignore stiles and couldn't even remember his name. As soon as he told Scott his plan for the day his face fell. "You can't do that!" Scott said quickly with a shocked look on his face. Stiles was confused "why not? I just know she felt something too and I have to know if there could be something" Stiles retorted. "But she is going out with Aiden you know remember him the big bad boyfriend who hates our guts and would easily rip our heads off!" Scott said seriously stepping closer so no one would hear what he said. "Yeah I know but.. I thought..." Stiles started to speak but trailed off unsure of what he was going to say. Why was Scott doing this? he was ruining his plan and his confidence. "You thought what exactly? That you would tell her and she would just magically break up with her super hot popular boyfriend to go with you because she kissed you once" Scott cut him off and Stiles stood with his mouth open. Unsure why his best friend was lowering his self esteem and his chances so much. "I know there are some...flaws to my plan but.. I just know that she must feel the same way..you can't just kiss someone the way she kissed me without any feelings! " Stiles replied angrily he had made up his mind and he wasn't going to get talked out of it. "Stiles... I'm just trying to stop you making a fool of yourself and..." Scott said quietly but before he could finish Stiles stormed off towards the school before he could speak again. Although after speaking with Scott, a knot had developed in his stomach and he was getting more and more anxious with every step but he pushed them aside he knew he had to do this.

Lydia confidently walked in to school with her head held high like she always did but today it felt different like everyone was staring at her and not in the usual way but in a judging way. She ignored it and went to open her locker. As soon as she got out her books and closed her locker she jumped to see Stiles behind it dropping her books on the floor. "Oh sorry my bad I didn't..m-mean to frighten you I-I just wanted to talk" Stiles said with a nervous laugh while helping her pick up her books. She didn't want to make eye contact because she knew as soon as did she would get lost in his beautiful puppy eyes and become weak which would lose her the advantage. Now, every time she saw his eyes she would remember the kiss and how amazing they were up close and that they weren't just brown but had flecks of gold and glistened in such a way that together with his big dorky smile she would melt. "Oh that's ...erm alright you just..er kind of took me by surprise" she said looking at the books that were now in her hands. "Anyway w-what did you want to talk to me about?" She said trying to sound like she had no idea what he was talking about. "Well..y-you know I wanted to talk about t-the..." Before he could finish Aiden came rushing up to me from behind and wrapped his huge arms around my waist.

I gasped and turned around to look at him as he placed a hard kiss on my lips and turned to look at Stiles. I closed my eyes for a second slightly annoyed that he had interuppted us but also relived that he had saved me from an awkward conversation with Stiles. I opened my eyes to see Stiles his face reflected his hurt and anger and his eyes were staring straight at Aiden. "So..what are you two talking about?" Aiden said loudly with a smug smile on his face as Stiles just stood there. "Err...erm..n-nothing just about some...h-homework we got" Stiles stuttered as he turned his gaze to me. He was such a bad liar and he would always stutter when he tried to lie or when he was nervous which by looking at him now was a mixture of both. I looked at him for a brief second and I gave him a apologetic look. Aidens grip on my waist tightened making me feel sick and frustrated. "Well okay then" Aiden said smiling mischievously at Stiles and made sure he was looking before thrusting his face into my neck and covering me in kisses. I stiffened. I didn't want him to do this especially not in front of Stiles. Aiden knew Stiles had a crush on me and relished in making him jealous or hurting him which I hated. This side to Aiden I despised how could he be so cruel by getting enjoyment out of someone's misery? Stiles gave me one last longing look before walking away to class. I felt so horrible and I knew he was hurting bad.

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Authors note:
Okay so hi welcome to my story, I actually came up with the idea through a sort of dream and yeah but I thought it was nice enough to write down. This fanfic is going to be quite cute and fluffy I hope so yeah I hope you enjoy it and thank you for reading it. - A

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