Living With The Dolans

Long Story

Here's a long story short chapter. I just went through my plans for the book and just realized I'd have to make about 20 more chapters until I choose who to date. I know right... Damn. So I'm just going to list the major and important events leading up to when I honestly have to choose.
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I went to my Grandmas and spent the night. I talked to her about my situation with Grayson and Ethan. She told me to follow my heart. That's what everyone says but unfortunately I don't fucking know what my heart wants.
The next day we started packing for our flight. Trin text me saying that she wanted me to come see the baby. A day or two later I flew to Florida. E and G took me to the airport. Before I left I whispered to Grayson "I love you". He told me he loved me too. We kissed each other when Ethan wasn't looking.

I flew back to Florida and went to see the baby. Also I was with Trin again.

It was a girl. Sense I was close to the family they surprised me saying I was the godmother. They named the baby after me "Maddie". It was a monumental moment.
After I spent a day with my family me and Trin called the apartments that E and G stay at and we are bow renting out an apartment. Shhhh.. Don't tell Ethan and Grayson.
Me and Trin flew back to LA. Grayson and Ethan surprised us at the airport.
I hugged Grayson and Ethan like I haven't seen them in years when In reality its only been a few days.
We went back to to the apartments and that's when me and Trin surprised them both with the news we had just rented out the apartment just next door. The boys were so excited. After getting unpacked and moving into our apartment next door I told the boys in front of each other that I liked them both. I accidentally mentioned the dates and ect. And the boys started going off on each other. Before I could even get a word out the decided to leave the room. I was going to say who I had feelings for but they didn't give me a chance. I could tell they both were furious at each other and me.
The War had begun like I said.

I knew Grayson was really hurt after finding out...

I knew he wouldn't want to see me nor Trin for a while so for a few days we stayed at our apartment. We never came out because we didn't want to run in to them.We spent about 2 days living off of pizza. We would hear them arguing every five minutes next door. I went to call both Ethan and Grayson but the only one who answered was Grayson but no matter what I said he was still hurt...

After hours of sending him and Ethan 100 I'm sorry text messages they finally said to come over and we could talk it over there...
When me and Trin left our apartment to go to their apartment I started getting really upset. I had no idea why. Trin asked me what was wrong. "I can't deal with this anymore. I feel like their going to tell me to fuck off. Rebecca and them did this to me... I can't" I said starting to bawl. Trin took me back into our apartment. "Snap out of it. You can't keep living in the past! You need to be strong! If they say that so what! I'm here! I'm all you need! Grow some damn balls!" She yelled at me. After that I was too scared to even shed another tear. I snapped out of it and went over there and faced the biggest fear I had.... rejection.
We knocked on the door. Every second that pasted my heart was pumping faster and faster. After about 20 seconds of having a heart attack Ethan and Grayson both answered. "Oh damn" I thought. "Hey Bre" Grayson and Ethan said in a calm tone. I was surprised how calm they were. I almost felt like the vibe was too chill." This is too good to be true." I whispered to Trin while we were walking into the apartment. We stood around looking like complete fools. "Uhh so what's up guys" Trin said. "You tell me" Ethan replied. "Bre me and Ethan have been really stressed and hurt about the situation." Grayson said. "We really don't get why you didn't tell us about you seeing the both of us." Ethan said looking puzzled. I started crying really hard. "Im sorry... I didn't think things would turnout like it did. I didn't think we'd all get as close as we did. I do, I honestly have true feelings for the both of you. I care about you both so much and I didn't want to see either of you get hurt. I knew if I said something it would turn into one big competition. I knew you too had a close bond and I didn't want to come and ruin it. I'm sorry I lied to both of you. I'm so sorry I didn't want to see you get hurt. I'm sorry that I thought lying about it would help...when obviously it didn't!" I said crying. I ran out of the apartment and went to me and Trins place. Trin ran after me. "Bre!" She yelled. I realized that Trin had the keys. I dropped to the floor and started crying the hardest I think I've ever cried. Trin got on her knees and held me. "Bre its okay." She told me. "No its not! Don't you see! I've fallin' in love with two people and now they hate me! " I yelled. "We don't hate you!" Grayson yelled. I looked up and wiped my tears. "What?" I said. "We don't hate you bre. We both love you. And now that you told us that you lied because you didn't want to see us get hurt makes us love you even more. Your a true friend. And we don't deserve you. Were the assholes not you." Ethan said. Ethan and Grayson walked over and picked me up. "Please don't cry." Grayson said. "I'm so sorry." I said. "We forgive you bre. Can you forgive us for being complete dicks" Ethan said. I didn't say anything I just hugged them harder than ever before.

"Bre come inside. Let's get out of this hallway." Grayson said. We walked in the apartment and sat down. Grayson got me a glass of ice water. "Bre we both love you. But we need to know who your heart Lye's with...truly" Grayson said. "Is it me or Grayson?" Ethan asked. I took a moment and thought about all the times I had with both of them this summer...

Than I thought about Grayson..

And than Ethan..

Than I finally made my decision...