I laid back as I soon felt pain in my whole upper body. And a shooting pain in my arm. I felt dizziness and I was sweating really badly. "Soph. Are you okay?" Brandon asked shaking me lightly. I covered my ears and started screaming.
"Get a nurse!" I heard someone yell but it was to late all I saw was white.
"Hello?" I asked walking around the white foggy room almost like a cloud. "Sophia. What are you doing here. You have to go back." Someone from behind me said. I turned around. "Zachary?" I asked as tears ran down my face. He hugged me. "You need to leave." He said to me calmly.
I looked at him confused. "you need to be with him." Zach said and put a hand on my heart. And I knew exactly who he was talking about.
"But why? I...I-I don't Understand. I would rather stay here with you." I said to him. "I'm sorry Sophia. Goodbye." He said to me.
"Are you okay,miss?" The doctor asked me. "What happened." I said. "You had an anxiety attach after you got the news." He told me soon leaving I laid back and looked up.
"I'm sorry." I said soon crying and I held onto myself. All I wanted to do was die so I couldn't be here anymore. I wanted to be with Zach. That's all.
I hate myself. I should've kept my eyes on the road I'm such an idiot.
"Please." I begged as I was wishing for death in my mind. I grabbed onto myself harder and ended up crying myself to sleep.
I just wish I never woke up.
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"Dearly beloved. We are gathered here today for the death of Zachary Reed Clayton. A Truly loved boyfriend, friend, son, and even role model to some." The priest had started. I looked down at my hands and cried.
"We would now like to hear a speech from Zachs girlfriend Sophia." He said. I nodded and stood up walking onto the stage. "Zach was a great person. He was loved by his supporters because of who he was. Who he is. Zach wasn't normal for sure." I said the last sentence earning some smiles.
"He was special he was a survivor born to protect people. Born To save people. He definitely saved me. I just wasn't strong enough to save him." I said breaking down. Weston got on stage behind me and took me off the stage and hugged me.
"It's all my fault." I whispered to him. "It's all my fault."
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Who do you think 'he' is?
Who do you want him to be?
