I forgot to say that Brandon and Kennedy aren't dating anymore. They're just bestfriends.
I feel worthless. And used. I haven't left my room to eat. Or anything. For the past two days. I told work about what happened and they understand. And all the scenes with me in it are over. Since I died in the movie.
Sometimes they come up (groupchat people) to my room and try to give me food but I'm not hungry. But I've gone a long time without water I should go get some. I pushed my fragile body up to my feet and got in the shower. It felt nice. But soon the water turned cold and I had to get out. I put my hair in a messy bun and put on grey sweats and a white crop top.
The guys and kenn and Ariel are staying here instead of getting a hotel room. Which I don't mind. I walked down the stairs and they all looked at me. I smiled and waved. And walks to the kitchen for a bottle of water.
When I got one I walked into the living room and sat next to Weston and put my head on his shoulder and drank. "Feeling better?" Ariel asked. Breaking the silence. "I guess so. It could've been worse right."
"But soph they took your virginity." Kennedy argued. "No they didn't. I wasn't a virgin." I said not looking at anyone. Weston just wrapped his arms around me tightly. "How many were there?" Kennedy said.
I rolled my eyes. "Five." "That's a lot. Are you sure you're okay." She asked.
"OH MY GOD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP ALREADY. WITH THE QUESTIONS. DAMN. NO I WASNT A VIRGIN. YES IT HURT I MEAN THERE WAS FIVE FUCKING GUYS AND I NEVER HAD TIME TO adjust. OKAY? SO IT HURT! NOW EITHER GET THE HELL OUT. OR SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTH." I yelled running up to my room and slamming the door.
I threw stuff off of my dressers and tore posters. All while crying. When someone wrapped there arms around me stopping me. I just cried into there chest. "It's okay it's okay." They repeated running circles into my back.
Kennedys pov
"She hates me." I sighed. "No she doesn't she's just upset about what happened." Brandon said. "No I think she hates her." Ariel rolled her eyes. "She's the only one out of all of us she didn't forgive. And what I did was horrible." Ariel stated.
We heard something crash up stairs and Brandon ran up. A couple minutes later he came back with a crying Sophia. "Ariel." She cried opening her arms and Ariel jumped into them. "Calm down soph. It's okay I promise." Ariel whispered.
Why can't she forgive me. I don't get it.
Brandon POV
I ran upstairs and soph was whipping stuff around her room. I wrapped my arms around her and she stopped and just cried. "It's okay. It's okay." I said. Repeating.
I don't know why I ever left Sophia. I was a stupid kid. I gave her to my brother in hopes he would treat her better. (A/N Shawn mendes is an angel sent from heaven I swear.)
But he didn't and he just left her there and now I lost her.
She's just so perfect.
Blakes POV
She's just so perfect
Hunters POV
She's just so perfect
Westons POV
She's just so perfect
Zachs POV
She's just so perfect.
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Brandon = 15
Sophia =15
Hunter = 16
Blake=16
Ariel= 15
Weston= 15
Zach= 16
Kennedy= just turned 15
That's how old they all are.
