Thoughts and Rants of Your Average Loser

??? pleas e help me??

Okay I won't go into much detail or anything because if I did this would literally be longer than the fucking Deathly Hallows, but here's the thing.

I have a crush on this girl.

Which is all good and dandy, except she's straight, which is not so good and dandy.

But that's not my problem. My problem is that my best friend is actually pretty good friends with her, and my friend has brought me up in conversation with her a couple times. She's told her that I'm bi and that I like someone. (With my permission, of course, she's not betraying me or telling her things that I don't want her to. Love you, by the way, thanks for being so supportive of me :)))  

But then my crush followed me on Instagram (this is all on there, by the way) which I would usually be elated about, but I'm just not sure about anything anymore??

And I know I sound like a whiny bitch, honestly, but??? I'm still a child?? I don't know how to deal with feelings?? I don't know what to do, or if I should try to get closer to her as a friend, or if I should tell her I like her or if I should ignore her??? I'm just really confused and this is all moving too fast for my infantile inexperienced brain and I'm just. I don't know.