I want to be strong (A kunoichi's story)

Realised it too late...

"Sakura-Chan stay back! Let me and teme handle this!"

I stood back as they took swings at Kakashi, Kunai against Kunai, Kakashi giving them tips and helping them on their stance-

It was always like this, they would fight and receive battle scars while I stayed back and did nothing but watch and cheer them on. It reminds me of our mission to the wave where all I did was hold a kunai and stand in front of the bridge builder it's not even a real fight it's a spar with Kakashi-sensei well he's not my sensei all he taught me was the tree walking stuff and I got that down straight away. He only praised me to make Saskue and Naruto mad so that they would perfect the technique faster.

I huffed and ran a hand through my hair, if they weren't going to let me train then I have better things to do. I could move up that chunins triple bypass operation and give him a better chance at being a ninja again. Hell if I even wanted to I could retake the chunin exams and become chunin this time but I have to wait for Naruto and Sasuke and they are apparently not focusing on becoming one they want to be as powerful as they can so that they can move up 3 levels and once again upstage everyone else... I swear...

Actually I will move up the Chunins triple bypass and maybe do some of my rounds so that I get the weekend off

I nodded to myself and began to walk out of the training grounds of team 7 their team, not mine

"It hasn't been mine for a long time" I say it out loud it gets carried by the leaves blowing in the wind before disappearing

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"Ino!- what a drag I told you to stay back! you're the medic, not a fighter"

I know I'm not a fighter but I'm not going to stand back and let my brothers... no comrades get hit, your already littered in scars and then there's my flawless skin you never let me fight forever making me the 'mind' of the group when you clearly got that I can't be the brute because that's Choji so that leaves me as the spare the expandable one who cannot do what they're supposed to. You're wrong though I've trained so hard to be more than a medic... I love saving people's lives but I've got to be more than a nurse or medic I want to be a legend like the other rookies are I've been left behind... I always have. It reminds me of the time in the chunin exams where I was knocked out in one punch ONE PUNCH whereas you guys take over 50 and are still up... I'm never good enough.

I ignore the pain and stand up, the enemies have been taken care of.

I play with a Kunai as I walk spinning it between my fingers

they don't take me seriously I have better things to do than be a backup I could be helping save people's lives and developing my skills but instead I get stuck... well not anymore

I walk out of the training grounds and towards training ground zero

" I haven't had a team for a while now;" I say it out loud the wind carrying it across the forest

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"Ahh Hinata you see we were thinking maybe to go alone this time"

I stare at him confused but inside hurt the three I thought of as family is rejecting me

"O-oh?" I reply

I hate it... I hate my stutter it's a block to connecting to the others around me. They don't like my stutter they think I can't hear them when they talk about how annoying it is especially on missions. I can't help it... I've been working on stopping it but it takes time but apparently they have no patience so here I am outside of the BBQ restaurant being refused to have lunch with my used to be family. I'm the one who always tries...they get everything so naturally... I've never been close to their hearts but they were very close to mine...

"Yeah well... we aren't staying just going in to say hi to the owner we're good friends with him..."

I smile and nod walking off but not after hearing him sigh out of relief of me being gone. When they walk into the restaurant I take a peek in to see them sitting at a booth laughing and holding menu's I hear some of the conversation

"i-i'm not an r-real n-ninja I- have i-issues," Kiba says while laughing

"Let me guess your poor innocent H-Hinat-ta" Kurenai answers and they all crack up laughing even Shino

I feel something nudge my knee I look down to see Akamaru whimpering at my feet, I wipe my tears and pick him up

"I love you Akamaru I always will remember it, I won't get to see you very often anymore I'm not on the team as of now-... A while now"

I give him a kiss on the head and walk in the opposite direction of the restaurant and of the clan grounds

"I guess no one likes me, After all who wants a failure as a friend," I say as the wind carries my tears with it
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