I want to be strong (A kunoichi's story)

Who did this to me?... the answer is...YOU!

I wake up and look out my window to see the sun just peeking over the Hokage mountain, there's not one sound throughout the village no one else that is awake is making any noise. I get up and get dressed in my training clothes which consist of a black long sleeved tight top, black pants that go down to my knees and black gloves. It's funny I used to be obsessed with pink, red and the Haruno clan symbol... these days my outfit is usually black. I don't know when it changed it just kind of did same with my room it used to be pink but now my walls are painted white and my bed is grey sheets with a light pink fluffy blanket.

I tiptoe down the hall and peek in at my parent's room, where their clothes for the travel are laid out...

My Parents are merchants and are rarely home, but when they are... They are the worst people on earth, they're always disappointed in me and whenever I do something that doesn't meet their expectations then I get beaten, but nobody knows because they just think I'm pretty to look at useless Sakura Haruno the sheltered civilian girl who's trying to make it as a ninja. By the time I waited for my parents to leave the sun was shining brightly indicating it's at least around noon, I head out.

I walk past many stalls but when I pass one a familiar voice yells out to me from inside of it

"Sakura- Chan!" I look towards Uzumaki-san who called me to find Hatake-san and Uchiha-san behind him

Uzumaki-san runs over to me and secretly I'm hoping that he will ask me to join them

"Can you pay for us? we don't want to waste our money" Uzumaki-san asks

I look behind them to see Hatake-san reading his book and Uchiha-san smirking at me

If I was my old self my heart would have sped up and I would have blushed, I simply nodded my head and walked into the small stand with the others... I sat down a little further away from them just enough so that I could still hear they're conversations but not close enough so that it looks like I'm with them. They began to reminisce about all the missions they had done

"And then the gooey stuff got me and teme stuck and we ended up doing so many crazy things to get it off- do you remember that Sakura-chan?" Uzumaki-san turned to look at me questioning in his eyes

I opened my mouth to answer but Uchiha-san cut me off

"No remember Dobe she got kidnapped and we had to save her"

"Ohhhh yea that kinda sucked we had to do that a lot..." that's when the final piece that was holding me together died, I stood up and paid for the small amount of Ramen that I had eaten and thanked Teuichi-san

"It was delicious as always"

he smiled at me and replied

"It's great to see you finally getting a break from all your work Sakura-san and thank you again for healing me"

Ahh he was one of the people hurt when Uzumaki-san and Uchiha-san's spar went a little over board parts of the village were blown up and people had gotten trapped underneath buildings I had personally healed each and every person hoping that it had made up for what they had done.

I put a small smile on my face waved and began to walk out of the small ramen stand... when I heard a voice calling me

"Sakura-chan! I thought you were going to pay for us!"

I took a breath ready to tell him to use his own fucking money when there was the familiar poof of my summon Moshi

"Sakura-sama great lord elder has requested your presence"

If he needs me then it must be important I remember when I first signed the summoning contract after I had bonded with each summoning on that island the great elder had called me and told me of a prophecy that I was apart of at first I thought that it would be about Naruto or Sasuke but no apparently it was me.

I nodded and spoke

"Thank you for the information Moshi I will be there as soon as possible"

I turned to walk out of the stand when Hatake-san spoke

"Sakura I didn't know you had a summoning, how long have you had him?"

"He isn't a possession so I haven't 'had' him I've been partnered with Moshi"

"Yes, Sakura-sama and I have been together for about 11 years now"

We turned to walk out and I swerved around to look at Uzumaki-san

"Pay for your own fucking Ramen, Uzumaki-san" and with that, I walked out and never looked back

Like how they never looked back for me.

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I wake up to the alarm clock blaring and I look around my light blue room... it's one of my least favourite colours, now I mostly wear black and that's about it. I get up and quickly comb my hair usually I would have spent half and hour brushing it to it's nice and silky then another 20 minutes putting it up into a ponytail but now I just brush it for a minute and chuck it up.

I get dressed in my black clothes and head to the training grounds not even sparing a glance at my home or it's surroundings my father thinks of me as a disappointment so why is he in my life? simple he isn't, he even wants me to move out soon which I am more than happy to do.

I walk down the buzzing streets of the leaf and look around...

All these people living each day with a purpose... but what's mine? I don't have one not anymore. At first, it was to make Sasuke mine but now he's just a distant memory someone who hates me and always will I've lost all attraction to him the moment I opened my eyes and looked at him

Egotistical, asshole, pale as shit, hair shaped like a duck ass what was there to love?

I walk past the ramen shop that Naruto always goes to and surprise surprise team 7 is there so is team 10 but where is sakura?

We used to be best friends I wonder if we could go back to being that way now that my infatuation with the Uchiha is over. I watch as team 8 enters with Hinata missing

where are they maybe they're like me and were rejected, neglected and left for dead?

'Huh, maybe I'm not alone after all?'

I continued to walk to the training grounds ignoring the laughter filled with happiness coming from inside the small ramen stand.

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I woke up to the sun shining on my face, I rolled over feeling my face and eyes puffy from all the crying I did last night... once again. I'm ashamed to be crying every night it's going to be different from now on...I'll prove who's weak to them I'll become the strongest Kunoichi the world has ever seen.

My goal now is not to walk beside Naruto but to walk in front of him like he was doing to me for such a long time. actually for everyone they can all walk behind me and watch my back... In fact no more Naruto! I HATE HIS GUTS NOT ONCE DID HE STICK UP FOR ME... AND I TOOK SO MUCH SHIT FOR STICKING UP FOR HIM!!

I got out of bed and put on an all black training outfit and walked out of the house not sparing a glance at my father after all, I'm no longer the heir to the clan so I can do whatever I want and the first thing I want to do is get the Hyuga name removed from my file, no longer will I be a Hyuga but just Hinata

I walk down the streets getting

"How are you Hyuga-sama?"

and

"Oh my! you look lovely today heiress"

none of them see me for me just what they want to see but I'm going to change that.

I walk towards the training grounds ignoring everyone around me as far as I'm concerned they can go fuck themselves...

Now the first thing I've got to work on is my.... stutter

'I'M NOT GOING TO BE THE WEAK ONE ANYMORE'