Chapter 8: No Turning Back
“ACE IS DEAD?” I couldn’t believe what I just heard.
The only hope to reviving my relationship fully was dead. How the hell did this happen. That was like my big brother. So now I’ve fucking lost my child, my sister, my brother and my fucking boyfriend. GREAT.
“how the hell did this happen man?”
“he got pumped up on meth when he left the trap the night I got beat and I guess he stopped at a liquor store and poured up. They say he was driving down Pumpkin Ridge rd and crossed on the other side of the street causing another vehicle to run off the road and he tried to swerve just like they did and his car hit a tree dead on.” Travis sniffles to say.
Oh my gosh Ace was the one who made us rec and he killed himself trynna avoid hurting us. This is some bullshit.
“that car was us. Oh my gosh what the hell uh!” I slam my phone on the bed.
I can hear T.Y cussing in the background asking why god had to take his best friend away. Travis calls my name several times until I answered.
“Look Anae, I will talk to your boyfriend tomorrow I will explain to him. Ima keep it real but I’m also gonna help you. I just gotta get my head right that I lost my nigga…” Travis explains to me letting me know that things are gonna get better.
How the hell could they. Ive lost 4 people in just 24 hours.
I lay in the bed and close my eyes. I say a prayer softly to god asking him to guide me..
“dear god. Please guide me to the right path. Help me to fix the problems that I have caused, that I have witnessed and that I need to change. Help me to keep sight of you lord. Help me to heal from the hurt that I am feeling and lord.. one more thing.. please let Jenalla know I’m sorry I’ve let her down.. Amen.”
One more day of hurt and I’m gonna lose it.
The next morning I wake up to my phone being blown up by Neisha.
Neisha-isha- Girl I can’t Deal. We done lost Ace… (12:45 am)
Neisha-isha- the fuck we gonna do now.. we one nigga less and I’m pregnant so that’s 2 plus Travis all beat-up that’s 3 its just you and T.Y (1:15 am)
Neisha-isha- Anae! My water broke… I’m goin into labor (Scary face emoji)(1:28 am)
This girl made me almost cuss when she said its only me and T.Y now. No its not its only T.Y. I quit. That shit has caused me to lose the closest people in my life.
If it was never for Neisha I wouldn’t have met Ace , I wouldn’t have lost Jenalla, and I wouldn’t have lost Brandyn..
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Finding My Place (Completed)
Humor16 year old Anae miller is in her sophomore year at Eastwood high. she has went thru so much drama her freshman year. she started dating the most wanted guy at school, she meets so many new people that make her life so much fun. she finds out her be...
