OKAY HEY YOU GUYS... I REALLY HAVE KEPT THIS BOOK MORE INTO ANAE’S POV SO IN THIS CHAPTER AND THE NEXT ONE THIS IS ALL ABOUT BRANDYN’S AND NEISHA’S POV! ENJOY THIS BOUT TO GET LOCO
Chapter 12:
I Refuse...
Brandyn POV
Just when I thought things would die down about how I kicked Anae to curb, she pops up at the skate party. The reason I didn’t tell her was because I’m slowly loosing feelings for her. Don’t get me wrong, I had fun we had fun, I had real feelings and she know that.
We been thru it all together, loosing people, loosing things, and hurting each other but I just don’t think she should be with me. I have a secret I’ve been hiding since my sister died.
I decided to speak to her. She was looking fucking sexy as fuck in that outfit. I kind of got hard looking at her ass jiggle while she walked to sit down.
Right when I was about to speak Lindsey cut me off. I really don’t care for this girl.
“Lindsey leave him alone, ima make him talk.” Anae said looking me dead in the eyes with this death stare.
I could look in her eyes and see she had been crying. I didn’t wanna do any damage to her heart so I thought for another minute before I spoke.
“Anae can we talk in private?” I ask with a crack in my voice. I didn’t want my cousin or Lindsey seeing me cry. I’m not a pussy.
When we walked away cockiness came on which was Anae twerk anthem lol.
We went into a quiet room that was off the shoulder of the rink. I grabbed her by her waist and buried my face into her shoulder letting everything I had balled up in me come out.
She started crying too I don’t even know why but after I tell her this she’s gonna be cussing my out.
“Anae, I really really love you with all my heart. I don’t want us to be done but we have to. I don’t wanna hurt you anymore. I’ve lied to you 3 times now. And it’s big lies.”
Right when I said that she wiped her tears and gave me a hurt but serious look.
“What are they?”
I slowly began to tell her that I was living a double life… yep I’m bisexual. When I’ve lied and told Anae I was with the boys I was really with this guy I’ve been messing around with for about 3 years.
She looked pissed but told me to continue.
Next I told her the reason why Neisha dragged her into the drug game was because I had just paid them to let me go and they needed help fast. I also added that Neisha’s baby was actually mine.
That’s when Anae lost it. She started hitting me in the face and crying. I told her I had one last thing to tell her. She barely was able to hold on.
“Your father… is dating my mom low key.”
“What!” she asked stopping her rampage?
“All that fucking money your dad has been using to buy you things, that was my mom’s. That’s why my dad and mom fight every night, my dad found out.”
She couldn’t inhale for a second. I could tell she wanted to scream.
“Whaa...Why would she do your dad like that?” that’s all she could ask after I just went in about how I’ve fucked up she worried about her fucking dad with my mom?
“I don’t know that’s why when he came to your house that night we were sleeping alone when I saw him I almost lost it because I realized who he was. When he saw me when he got in the house he couldn’t shoot because he knew who I was and if he knew he shot Trinity’s son (my mom name) it was over.”
Anae hugged me which surprised me.
“Brandyn I love you. Please leave that boy alone… please be in my life and only my life because I love you too much and fuck my dad, they can’t stop what we have.”
I got emotional with that beautiful ass speech… I guess I got a ride or die chick.
We walked out and "Starships" by Nicki Minaj was on and the lights were flickering and it was looking like a club. We put our skates on and joined Lindsey and Ochoa. It was turned people were doing tricks and I’m glad Anae came and fought for our love back.
When we made it out around 1am it was still hype inside but we couldn’t hang.
“Bae can I come to your house?” Anae asked holding on to my arm.
“I guess its okay with my parents.”
She dropped Lindsey off and 30 minutes later she rang the door with a bag of clothes.
“Hey Anae honey Brandyn didn’t tell me you were coming over. It’s been so long since we’ve seen you.” My mom said looking at her bag of clothes with a strange face.
“Yeah I miss you guys. I just wanted to spend the night with my other family.”
She hugged my mom and dad and made her way up the stairs.
I ran back into my room to make it seem like I wasn’t watching and dived on the bed and started playing my Xbox one.
“Hey babe.” I said
“I saw you run slow one.” She said laughing.
“Shhhhh… no you didn’t.” I grabbed her and kissed her lips softly. It’s been so long I just wanted to melt in her lips.
Hours later I walked down the hall to see my mom and dad cuddled in their bed sleep. It smiled and closed their door.
Anae was behind me and grabbed my hand leading me back to my room. She closed the door and I knew it was on from there.
She laid me down got on top. I dimmed the lights with my remote and she started sucking on my neck and slid her hand down my pants.
Right when I got on top and slid in I heard my bedroom door open…
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Finding My Place (Completed)
Humor16 year old Anae miller is in her sophomore year at Eastwood high. she has went thru so much drama her freshman year. she started dating the most wanted guy at school, she meets so many new people that make her life so much fun. she finds out her be...
