Finding My Place (Completed)

Chapter 9: Three R's

Chapter 9: Three R’s

She named her daughter after me. why the hell did this bitch think we was friends.

I turned around and looked at her. She was crying her eyes out looking dead at me.

“why the fuck you do that?!” she whimpers

I didn’t know how to answer so I just walked out the room with my head down. When I left out the room her daughter had the same water clear eyes as Neisha. She was looking dead at me like she was looking into my soul.

I couldn’t take the stare. Should I have felt wrong for what I did? What do you think?

As I was walking out the hospital Travis was calling me.

Me- Yeah..

Travieee- you want me to talk to lil man now?

Me- hold on lemme call him

I called Brandyn and he picked up by the second ring like he was waiting all afternoon.

Brandie Boo- u got him on the phone?

Me- look the dude that was gonna explain to u is dead.. he got killed the same night of the rec.. but Travis was gonna tell u in the hospital but u stormed out so if u could just listen to him..

Brandyn was silent for a moment but he agreed.

Me- Travis he on now.

Travieee- yo look brah.. I don’t like Anae…  put that on everything she not cute to me.. Anae only did that so she could get out the trap. Ace told her do it and u get 20k and tims and u can take yourself out the trap before u end up in the street dead selling drugs. Anae’s mom found out she was in the trap. She told her to find a way to get out. That was her only choice they was watching us and last girl that was in Anae’s position got killed..

When he said I was not cute that changed my whole view of Travis and how I respected him..

Brandie boo-so why she join it in the first place?

Travieee- Neisha Bitch ass dragged her… T.Y my brother told her if she wanted to get home in one piece she was gonna have to join the crew. Plus she needed the money to help her mom.

Me- I never told u Brandyn but my mom and me lost our house for 24 hours because she didn’t have enough money to pay for our mortgage. I didn’t want u to think I was poor. I know u dated rich girls before..

Brandyn laughed in the back which made me want to cry with anger.

Brandie boo- bae u are more than them money bitches u my precious jewel. I wanna spend all my money on u not u spend your own.

When he said that I knew we were back strong.

I thanked Travis for helping straight this out. Now I had school to deal with.

I went the rest of the week with a smile on my face ignoring peoples comments.

Friday was Jenalla’s Funeral. Time for the tears and heart aches.

When me and my mom arrived I saw almost every face from school there. I had on my black dress with my veil over my left side of my face to fall down past my shoulders. When Brandyn saw me his already red eyes turned clear.

“you look beautiful.” He always knew how to cheer us both us.

A few people said words and then it was my time. While I was walking up I looked at Jenalla. Her pale face was motionless. She had a little grin on her face and her hands where holding a rose. She had on her red prom dress and red pumps. Her hair was curly and had a mini mouse bow in it.