Caspars Back

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Stephanie's POV

It has been a few weeks since the 'incident' with Jack. Josh, to my knowledge hasn't told anyone... Yet. I love Caspar, so I NEVER want him to find out. But the weird thing is, because I see Jack everyday (As he's my roommate) I've kind of grown feelings for him. Strong feelings too. Anyway, Caspar came back home today. I was excited, and scared and- I just don't know how to think right now. The incident has been bugging me all week. I've also started randomly vomiting, and developed obscure cravings. I crave things like Salt and Vinegar crisps dipped in Salad Cream. It's crazy! Why would I even like that food? I don't know but it sure is darn yummy!

"Stephie!" Caspar said as he came in and hugged me.
"Caspar, I've missed you so much." I hugged Caspar for a long time, and started tearing up.
"There's something I need to tell you- I mean. Um... I wanted to tell you how much I missed you of course!"
"Okay, well I missed you too Steph, but... Are you sure something else isn't going on?"
"Yep! Nothing else is going on" I smiled.
"Great, but I really have to go. I just hoped I could see you on my way back, bye Stephie!" He said as he kissed my forehead. I felt so bad for him as he's such a good person, and I've ruined it for him, for us.

When he left I cried even louder and Jack came up and hugged me and whispered, "it's okay, just pretend nothing happened". Conor must of overheard because he said, "pretend what never happened?". We didn't need to tell him, he figured it out pretty quickly. "You two didn't... You know? Did you!" He asked hopefully. We sighed and Jack just stated we were under the influence of alcohol. Conor was disgusted, but he promised not to tell anyone. I trust Conor, because he knows what a state we go in last night, but he wished he did more to stop it happening. Of course he blamed himself, but it wasn't Conor's fault at all, it was mine. I let myself go with Jack. We are the two to blame. Josh walked in and said, "so now Conor knows does he?" We nodded back to him.

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