Lost memories (detective Conan , kaitou kid fan fiction)

Chapter 14 good bye

              Warning : prepare your tissues sad chapter a head
                 
                          Sakura's pov

"What happened is papa ok ?"

I kept asking everyone but no reply they all stared at the floor

"Onii chan please answer me where is papa?" Tears fell from my cheeks why won't they answer why WHY !!!

"Sakura my sweetheart p.papa is ... P.papa is ...he's d.d.dead "

what did mama say no it can't be no no no no NO  how can he be d.dead no I won't believe it

"NOOO he's not dead tell me mama it's not true right he's not dead right "

She didn't answer and kept her head down

"agasa tell me I'm right papa is NOT dead right" no answer why tell me it's not true

"N.n.no it can't be why he was smiling and he mouthed me I love you so he's alive h.he can't b.be d.dead n.no...."

My tears fell on the floor and I couldn't keep them in anymore why why why

"NOOO !!!!' ONII CHAN TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE PLEASE !!!!" I ran to him and cried on his shirt but he didn't move or talk

"SHINICHI ITS NOT TRUE PLEASE TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE MAMA,ONII CHAN,AUNTIE,UNCLE,AGASA PLEASE SAY ITS NOT TRUE .... SOMEBODY PLEASE SAY IT " i cried on the hospital floor and that's when mama cried everyone did exempt uncle,agasa and shinichi they were just sad and had a blank expression

"NOOOO IM GOING TO GO SEE PAPA !!!" I cry shouted but agasa and uncle kept holding me

"LET ME GOOO HE NEEDS ME I NEED HIM PAPAAAAAA!!!!!!"

"SAKURA STOP IT HE  DOESNT NEED YOU CAUSE HES DEAD OK ACCEPT IT EVEN THOUGH YOUR THE ONE WHO KILLED HIM !!!!!"

I stopped everything stopped like time it self stopped working onii chan was right if I didn't dropped the black clock or even took it out none of this would've happened but it did I killed papa

*PUNCH*  shinchi punched onii chan in the face

"ITS NOT HER FAULT YOU BAKA THE ONLY ONES IN FAULT IS THOSE MEN IN BLACK  SO DONT YOU DARE BLAME HER DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!!"

Shinchi shouted while grabbing him from his collar I couldn't take it anymore and since everyone was trying to separate onii chan and shinichi I took this as my chance and ran away I opened the door but a nurse grabbed my arm

"LET GOOOOO LET GOOOOOOO PAPAAAAA PAPAAAAAAA NOOOOO!!!!!!"

I felt something sting on my arm and I felt sleepy "P... Pa ...p... Apa "

                   Shinichi's pov

I was so mad at kaito how can he blame her does he know that she already feels guilty for what happened but even though he shouted at her I know he loves her he protected her and he will still protect her

Sakura was sound asleep thanks to the doctor I wanted to plant that needle on his butt was it necessary for him to do that he should of done it 
To kaito he's the one who needs it the most

We were all in the hospital when the bomb exploded the strong wind damaged my left ear blood was coming out I was almost death

the doctors healed it and said I was lucky I could've lost my hearing I also have a head injury

Kaito only has his arm and head and for Sakura she has a few burns and scratches nothing really serious were in worst state then her

since kaito was on top of her when it happened so he took more burns  while I took much more cause I protected my BAKA cousin I should of let him since I know he will not be grateful