I fell in love with the purple devil

Part 40

Kilgrave's point of view~

I felt her shaking under me but not pushing me away causing me to smirk slightly holding her cheeks feeling tears rolling over my thumbs. I didn't know why or what she was crying about all I could think about was the spark go through me from her lips and from her touch becoming a little rougher kissing down her jaw and neck feeling her small hand on the back of my head. I bit down on her neck hard hearing a small whimper come from her as she shakes, 'p-P-please..please stop' I heard her whimper out and I ignored it until I heard small sobs, 'p-please teddy stop' she....she called me...I couldn't bring myself to tell her to be quiet, to stop crying and enjoy it pulling away as se looked up at me venerably and shaking. I wanted nothing more than to have her, take her, my body almost burned but...I couldn't...I couldn't stop seeing the small girl that looked up to me. I sigh heavily as she shakes and looks at me. 'H-how? You...I saw your body...how?' She asked and I moved away slightly, "they sedated me, I woke up to the news you had been killed" I mumble slowly picking my hand up her cheek but she flinched slightly making my jaw clench, "Relax" I ordered and she frowns. I had...to have conversations, explain myself..I hadn't done that in years, "im...I'm sorry but...you can relax. I would never hurt you kitten" I whisper and rub a few of her years away with my thumb. I can't believe she was really here...so many had told me I wasn't even capable of love..but here was the proof. To make matters worse she was close with Jessica, I had something of hers...mine...mine now..I would never let her out of my sight again. She looks down shaking and I wait for her to hug and hold me, like when she was little. 'I...I need to sit down..' She mumbles and I frown moving as she sits down on the couch holding her head. She was shaking, crying! What the hell was she doing!? This was good! We had finally found each other once more...what was there to think about? She looked up at me and sighs shakily, 'you...you where my teddy...I don't know who...or what you are anymore' she whispers shakily, I think this....from her was the first time I had ever really heard those words before...