I fell in love with the purple devil

Part 41

Kilgrave's Point of view~

I grin against her skin pushing her firmly against the wall, by now her body was limp and shaking slightly under me, 'K-kil please' I hear her beg but ignore it, I finally had her, my kitty. Who said I couldn't love? Well..quite a few people but not only did I have her now, I could get back at Jessica. She squirms a little holding the back of my head, 'T-teddy stop please' Her voice was so..helpless and scared, I could hear the tears she was trying to hold in;. If it was anyone else I would have told them to be quiet and just enjoy it....but when she called me that I...I pull away and look at her as she shakes, 'H-how...how can it be you?' she still looked shocked and a little scared. "What dose it matter? I'm here, so are you" I grin holding her cheek but notice her flinch and glare a little, why the hell was she scared, she knew who I was now, I would think she would jump at the fact I was still alive, instead she just seemed confused, "But you seem to think one of us wasn't" I hissed slightly bitterly and her eyes widen, 'N-n-no! No kil...I just...' she sigh and looks down, 'What...what happened to you?' she asked quietly and I let her go, "What do you mean?" I scoff looking at her much like an upset child, "What? Don't like what you see darling? You haven't aged the best either!" I snap, sometimes I just..got so angry...I just said things....later I would regret it but..Her eyes widen and he jaw sets a little, 'That's not what I meant you arse!' she snaps but I could see the tears in her eyes, the insult had really gotten to her. A dark grin spread on my face and without thinking it just came out, "Oh don't flatter yourself, in my years you barely make a dot on the radar, I could have literally anyone I wanted" I laugh and inside I was yelling at myself to stop, stop being so cruel, tears slipped down her cheeks and she looked between angry and hurt, 'E-exactly! W-w-what have you become?! Y-you are not my t-teddy' she said trying to stand tall but it didn't help how short she was, "Your right" I grin slamming her back against the wall and her eyes widen, "I am nothing like that pathetic child you knew, I am better, stronger, and far more important than him, no one will ever use or hurt me again and you should be honored I don't have your tongue cut out for the way you've spoken to me tonight!" I snarl and she shoves me hard away, 'D-DO IT!' she cries out and sense floods back to me as I blink, "w-what?.." I watched as tears roll down her cheeks, 'YOU ARE NOT POWERFUL, STRONG, AND NOT EVEN CLOSE TO BETTER!!! Y-YOUR A COWARDLY MONSTER WHO IF DIDN'T HAVE POWERS WOULD BE NOTHING AND  HAS TO MAKE PEOPLE LOVE HIM! AND WHEN JESS FINDS ME YOUR DEAD!' she cries out shaking as she stomps away slamming the door. My shoulders curled in on themsefls as I stood there, alone once again...what had I done? Why didn't I just shut up? What she said about Jessica scared me but not as much as the fact that the one person who might have actually loved me now also hated me, I could make her love me, but I don't known how long she could stay under my control....I sigh considering going to her room to talk to her, I was pretty sure I could still make her open the door but...no...no I may not be her 'teddy' anymore, but I would show her, I would make her forgive me without my powers, I would show her I didn't need them, I would make her love me again...