OH MY GAWD

:here we go again.two moths on from last chapter.

//an//

j/s this is going to be so bad but oh well u hate me already here we go

winter pov

i looked down on andy asleep in his bed,i smiled hes so pretty when he sleeps..like an

angel a falen angel..

"no!"he cryed standing up swiftly wacking his head on the bunk and falling back down.

me and cc burst out laughing.

"you doof!"cc said 

"hahah andy are yohahahu ok ?"he grumbled getting up and walking past us.

i went up behind him and hugged him softly.

"go away"he grumbled meanly

"andy"i hugged him tighter "babe" he whipped aeround hugging me back,with a small sad little

smile on his face.

"whats wrong?"i asked softly 

"the boys want to bring another girl on the bus"i starred at andy shocked.

"they..."he hugged me close to him "who?"

"kristina"i scoffed

an hour later

"im leeaving the bus"i told andy "i cant stand kristina she makes me want to kill myself then

eat my own remains shes.."

"my girlfriend"ashley said softly from behind me."i love you winter but shes.."

"your new slag"i told him harshly"ashley i have know you for so many 

years and the funny thing isu'r always a ladys man and you fuck all the pretty ones 

acept one,im the first girl you metliked and didnt fuck,we're bestfriends 

i thought you wouldve atleast had the decinsy to tellme first."he stood there looking astounded for a moment.

i got up walking out only my phone in hand.

me and andy are not together.ashley wont have it,but we are seeeing eachother witch will eventully become a 

relationship.

i walked to jinxx's bunk and got in with him,i burst into tears sobbing uncontrollably,they hit my chest hard 

sending shockwavs of motion through my body."shhhh"jinxx hushed "its ok shhhhh"i let my eyelids drop suddenly 

surrounded in black,what im used to.

jinxx pov

she was asleep i sliped out from underneath her and walked to ashley whio stood with a giggleing kristina.

"make a choice"i told him "and if i were u i would choose verry wisely"the boys appeared behind me suddenly.

"us or her"we all said in unisink,he looked hurt but i...we couldnt  hurt winter like that.

"i think u should leave"ashley said to kristina.

ashley pov

the only reason i brought her here was to make her jeaose make her want me.

winters pov

i awoke vto an empty bus.well i thought it was empty anyways.ashley stepped out from nowhere and hugged me close into him

i yelped.

"im sorry"he spluttered "i love you"

i started crying i wasnt quite sure why but i knew it was verry real and painfull..

"you know i didnt want to hurt you,"he was forcing the urge to cry i could tell.i hugged him digging my long nails

into his muscular back.

"ashley"i sobed "please dont go ever"

ashley pov

it was happening again,she was having the dream her everything was slipping through her fingers again,

i coukld tell i could see it in her eyes. 

i love her and i will not let it happen again.ive lost her once allready i wont let it happen i cant.

shes a selfharmer from way back,i found out about a year ago,she said she had been doing it for years.

abouit 6 moths back she started acting real fucked up then boom she was in hospital with two torn wrist's.i lost my

bestfriend for 3 hours and couldnt help feeliong responsible.

i remeber seing her like this,it was strange i haddnt seen her cry untill that day in the hospital

//flashback//

i took i deep breath inwards my heart beat rapidly against my ribcage,therre was this foul smell kind of like dead people.

i opened the door she sat sad.

there were several tubes from her arms and chest.i started crying,i could not loose her.not like this.

//an// 

its really shit i know but please still raed yeah thanks