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My Lost Friend

My lost friend is like a butterfly,
Which flies to different places,
Without staying at one place.
My lost friend is like a butterfly.

My lost friend was my best bro
I ever had, and I believe it would be.
I was so attached to him.
And he was too, so attached with me.

But I haven't ever thinked of
That it will end in a proposal.
He was too caring and loving.
His flirty, uncontrollable talks made me laugh every time.

He won't ever made me sad.
He always wanted me to be happy
And he always try for it.
He is very sweet, that with his talk
We will melt like ice-cream in summer.

I don't remember the date,
When he send 'Hi' to my phone.
But I am sure, that the day,
I got a new friend, a new caring brother.

At last, until we get too attached,
We used to talk at midnights
And even on mornings, that too on the waking time onwards.
It was fun, he made me enjoyed all the nights and mornings.

I remember, when I got a head ache
By watching movie late at night upto two.
He scold me very strictly, And that day,
I understand his caring for me, a lot.

He makes flirty talks
When I am sad
To make me laugh.
And that will be too flirty that I will beat him sometimes.

I was very happy, when I gets to know
That he has only a friend and that's me.
He don't own much friends.
Everyone is pushing him from their part of friendship.
I think, that may be a reason,
Why he is so intimate to me.

He always calls me that I am a busy girl.
But somehow I will convince him
And we both started working as co-writers.
When I am busy with any other work or
Anyone calls me, I have to leave from talking to him.
When I return to chat, there will be an issue for a conflict.
He has only me for chat and to talk.
So, he always forced me to come and talk.

He is a very special character.
Have much world knowledge
But when we see him, his behaviour will be very polite.
He knows every flirtiness things in the world,
But he refuses to do those.
That's one reason for he have to leave me.
I haven't seen any boys with his character.
He is very typical one, and
That may be one quality which makes me attracted.

One day suddenly
I have to quit from all the things I am using on my phone.
So for advance I told him,
"I will not be able to talk to you for a year."

Afterwards, the days goes very very weired
Day by day, I began to lose my control.
I felt missing a lot.
But I am not aware that it was from my heart.

I decided, I can't bear any more
And started talking to him.
And there goes another delimma.
He is active, but he is not replying me.
Like avoiding me from chats, calls and...

One day, I got very angry
And was forced to use obscene words on him.
At that time, when he get what he deserves,
He replied me, " Tell me. What's the problem?"

I lost every control, that after 5-4 weeks later he messaged me back.
I was very happy and may be I will be dancing on the floor.
But I don't lose my anger over him.
I scolded him for avoiding me
And asked, "Why and Especially to me?"

I was shocked to hear the answer.
Which I am afraid of how I am gonna tell this to him.

He said, "I don't wanna be in intimate relationship.
I think I am falling in love woth you."
I was surprised to hear those words,
Which I am very tensed about how
'I AM' gonna tell these to him.
Thank God, that he asked me those.

I got tensed and was speechless.
Some what I collected some courage
And asked, "What should I do?"
He replied, "I don't know. I think we should stop talking to each other."

I know I can't do that,
But as equal, equal,
We both are not intersted to be in love
Or to be engaged in an intimate relationship,
I said, "I love to live with you.
I love to be near you, enjoying your care.
But I have to think of my future.
So I think we should broke up,
As I accepted your love."
And he replied, "As you wish!"

I know unwillingly he asked me to decide as I wish.
I love him a lot, And he too in return,
But we both don't wanna be in a relationship.
But somehow we chatted and talked
And chatted, we decided to continue this.
I don't know what is love, and how it should be?
But I know one thing,
That it's produced from heart.

But I was not much lucky to have him
Without peacefully loving atleast for one day
He leaved me, as I can't appraoch him or contact him.
And that too without telling me "see you again or bye"

Till now, I have no contact of him.
It's being months that he talked to me.
I don't know, how I am passing days.
I am sure that unwillilngly he leave me.
But I can understand him other than any.
'Cause I know the reason why he leave me.

I am not sure about when he is gonna come back to me.
In my entire lifetime, I don't know will he return.
We both were in different states,
That it's difficult for me to find him or contact him.

I know this is very tragedic.
But when it turns or happens to a life,
It becomes real, not as imaginary poetry.
It will have feelings, sadness, anger everything.

Our first love cannot be able to forget in our entire life.
So, I am sure that he will not forget me.
"I still love you, I will be still loving you.
And remember, as more and more days
You make me wait for you to come back,
You are making me cry each and every day thinking of you.
Amd it's hard to forget someone
Who gave me so much to remember".

"I am alone now.
I don't know will I meet you again or not.
But I will be waiting for you as long as I can.
I have only a fear,
That when I am able to find you,
You will get married!"

Don't make me cry for a long.
Return fast to me to hear you calling me.
Baby! I miss you a loads.
And mostly I miss you calling me
"Lash" making me melt with your sweet innocence.
Please come back!
I will be waiting for you!
Love You Always!!

Thank you !

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