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Hi guys my name is riley I'm an 17 year old female I have brown straight hair and Hazel eyes and creamy skin and well....my lifes shit , my mother and farther hate me and my life is full of drama and well I'm gay which my farther hates me for he says it ain't normal and that I aint his daughter , I have no mates so I ponder around in my room everyday and have no luck in life until one day changed my life so yeah hope you enjoy my story : /

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Ahh lady gaga the one woman I can turn to when times get bad , I swear she reads my mind from the great distance we are apart I hate my life and all that's saving me is her music , her presence of being on tv , she's helped me through some serious shit and look at me now I'm still going on strong but still , yah see bullies and well....my farther like to target me and say I'm weird for it I don't know why but I'm not listening to anyone its my life so fuck em all : >

🎤🎧 There ain't a reason you and me should be alone tonight yeah baby , tonight yeah baby , but I've got a reason that who should take me home tonight , I need a man who thinks its right when its so wrong tonight yeah baby tonight yeah baby , right on the limits where we know we both belong tonight It's hard to feel the rush to brush the dangerous I'm gonna run right to , to the edge with you were we can both fall over in love I'm on the ed.....🎵📀

Click

(Music stops)

"Get that fucking racket off you little brat !"

I spun my head round fast to see my farther holding the cable wire to my stereo tight in his fist , I travelled my eyes slowly from his hands and upto his reddened face , anger and disgust written all over , he never liked me sinsce my mother left him for another guy in which she didn't want me in her precious new life , she never liked me anyway so yeah who cares no one cares about me.

"Why it's only music what's you'r problem" I spoke briefly as I lifted myself up from off my stomach and sat upright before turning my attention to him whilst cowering my back against my toy box

"Just keep it off you waste of space it ain't normal for you to be listening to someone who sings such shit!"

He spoke surely frustrated before taking a deep breath to cool the air , he ran his fingers across his stubbled beard before looking down at me once again I'm sure his eyes can burn right into my soul because they seem to find a way into posessing me into doing things when he tells me to

"Ok I'll keep it off if you leave me alone and stop bullying me"

I managed to choke out nervously not sure I should of now I have a feeling it will earn me a back hander , I picked the wood on the corner of my toy box before looking down at my hands then back up at his confused face , I watched on nervously as he shook his head and turned to leave but then I felt his cold glare ghosting upon me then he spoke

"why do I bother , your a freak anyway so be it"

and with that he left slamming the door behind him, I let out a sigh of relief suddenly all the air came rushing back into my lungs giving me time to gather my thoughts

He didn't hit me : /

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Time skip.....

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I entered my school and walked down the long halls to my 1st class , today I have half a day to get over and done with then I can go but right now I have english and suprisingly a new teacher apparently Mrs Carson left over the summer holidays so we have a new one can't wait (sarcasm)

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