Out Of The System (Collection Of Thoughts)

Did High School Even Happen?

I was always told High School would be the best couple years of my life but honestly between the exams, pointless drama and family problems; I must've missed the teenage angst and rebellion High School is known for. I wasn't necessarily the quietest girl or the one with one very close friend that is basically  joined at the hip. I was talkative, outgoing and down for anything, I had numerous different groups of friends but I just never had the time to really enjoy it all. I also wasn't the smartest girl, I wasn't locked away studying for hours or anything. I was very average. In the middle, never one to raise my voice or really go all in around guys. So it came as quite the surprise to me in my last semester of my 12th (senior) year that I had gone through it all, that i was done. Walking across that stage; It really truly finally hit me. Done and I had actually snagged myself a boyfriend my last week too, when I decided to relax for once and enjoy the moment, I wonder how my experience would've been had I relaxed earlier...or met him earlier. So you see, I was average, or at least I felt average. So going out into what people call 'The Real World' is going to be interesting.  

This took an odd turn, I didn't really know where I was going writing this, just some thoughts of mine. High School just didn't seem real to me is all, even through I remember some great moments; they're fading quick. 

I'm trying to enjoy life a little more now. Let's see what'll happen..