Finn and Rachels Prom.

Chapter 2

Prom Night
Finns POV

As I walk in to prom, I scan the room looking at what the night holds for me. All I see is a stage with instruments and a bunch of kids dancing around their dates. I wonder where Rachel is right now, and if she is dancing with Jesse. I hope to god not. Jesse doesn't deserve her. He never will. Rachel is way to good for him, even to good for me. Wait did I really just say that? Rachel tore my heart out and ripped it into a million tiny pieces and she's to good for me? She knew how sensitive I would be if she cheated on me. She knew how heart broken I was when Quinn cheated on me with Puk, and then she cheated on me with Puk, again. I don't think I could ever forgive her. But then again I forgave Quinn, and what she did was far worse than what Rachel did. I'm just so confused right now, I just need to focus on Quinn. she is the reason I'm here right now. Plus Quinn makes me happy, not as happy as Rachel did, but still happy, and that's all that matters. I turn to her "Hey what are you looking at?"
"Our future crowns! Look over there. Aren't they beautiful! And tonight, we will be crowned king and queen of the school! Aren't you excited!"
Honestly I'm not excited. I could care less about the stupid crown. Sometimes I feel like she is just using me to win prom queen, but a part of me pushes that thought away and brings in the thought that she loves me. "Yes I'm very excited." I lie. That's also why I loved Rachel so much. She didn't obsess over stupid girl things like Quinn does. Which reminds me, I need to find her so I cam keep an eye out for her.
Looking around, I finally spot her. She has on a pink gown and her hair is pulled back in a low bun. She looks so stunning right now. If we never broke up, I could be dancing with her right now, but we did. And now all I have left is just the memory of her. I loved her so much. Who am I kidding, I still do. I don't think there will ever be a day that I don't. But I have to move on. She clearly has since she's here with Jesse St. James. I need to let her be free, just as she has let me.
Sometimes I wish she fought harder for my forgiveness. I know she did for a long time, but then all of a sudden she just gave up. Maybe it was because I kissed Quinn so quickly after our breakup, but part of me only kissed Quinn for Rachel's jealousy. Now that I think about it though, it probably made he jealous, but it broke her heart even more than it already was. Way to go Finn. She probably assumed I never loved her and that's how I moved on so fast, when in reality, I still haven't moved on and think about her every moment of every day.
"Hello? Finn, are you okay?" Quinn says next to me. "You have been spacing out for like five minutes."
"Ya I'm fine. Sorry. Let's dance." I grab her hand and pull her on the floor close enough so I can keep my eve in Rachel and Jesse.