Forever Changed

Chapter Ten

A/N:
Okay I am truly sorry this took years, it was just a complicated chapter. Hopefully it fufills your expectations. Anyway, onto the tenth chapter.

Dez's POV:

The loud yells from my step dad awoke me with a start. My mom defended my situation again. I have been waking like this ever since I got my results. The results that stopped my heart, made me want to cry, scream and laugh. The moment that changed more than just my life. It changed everything. The day the doctor told me I was positive.

"Dez get up!" my dad screamed with disgust. I let a loud sigh escape my lips. Making my way to my mirror I pulled up my shirt. You couldn't tell but I knew, I knew there was a damn baby in there. My eyes moved upward. Pale skin, boney body. My cheekbones stood out and the dark circles under my eyes got largrt every night. But that wasn't the worst part. My eyes. They were hollow. Lifeless. I wasn't me. Just a mere shadow of who I once was.

I turned away and grabbed some jeans and a sweater then threw my hair into a messy bun. Putting on makeup to cover up the bages I then brushed my teeth. Another reflection stared at me. "Dezy can you do my hair?" I smiled at the sound of Aliyah's voice. "Yeah." I coughed as my voice cracked. "Did you see Melissa and the girl with glasses on T.V?"

My heart jumped. "What?" she gave me a stupid look. "Melissa and glasses girl are on the T.V" she said slowly in a monotone. Melissa and Clara. On T.V. I ran out of the bathroom and turned the T.V on. I felt my body swaying as the news reporter announced the other two survivors of the flight 24 plane crash were found. "Clara Ross and Melissa Greene of Novar Ontario were found earlier today on the far end of Milestone River where the plane crashed. These girls will be on there way home shortly. The crash was tragic but after the first three, well survivors were found. Jenna Middleton, Alyssa Kalluar and Deziree Campese after being in London England with the popstars of One Direction. Nobody knew what to expect since-" as her voice left my ears I could hear my blood pumping.

I ran back to my room and dialled.

'Dez...' I heard the utter disbelief in his voice. I felt tears form in my eyes.
'Everything okay? Do you need me to come-'
'No, you stay. They're okay.''
Love who is okay?" I scowled at him calling me love. I didn't need that, but now wasn't the time.
'Clara and Melissa! They are on the news! I just can't believe it!'
"That's wonderful."
I could hear the smile in his voice. Soon the call got awkward and I said goodbye. Not telling him about the baby. That just seemed to complicated.

Harry's POV:

I can't believe she called. I needed to really talk to her, face to face. Be able to look into her deep blue eyes. I dialled my phone. "Harry." "Simon, we need to talk."

Dez's POV:

I climbed my way onto my empty bus. Being the first stop, I sat alone and put my earphones in. I listened to my music on shuffle. Near the end of my bus route Vanessa got on. She was the first person to forgive us. She wasn't on the plane but was worried sick. She was angry we never called to say we were okay but she forgave anyway. She is also the only one sho knows about the damn fetus.

"How are you?" I gave her a sly smile. "Well, dad still thinks I'm a slut so, peachy." she sighed as I wiped a tear from my cheek. "I really think you should tell Harry." "You have got to be kidding me." she gave me a stern look. "Its his kid too." I shook my head. "All he did was make me fall for him when he was with someone else. He ruined my life enough I don't need him to anymore."

The rest of the ride was quite. Untill we exchanged onto the highschool bus. {Bus we get onto to drive to highschool} 'Dez!" Jenna exclaimed with enthusiasm. Raising my brow to show I was listening she stared talking. "Okay so Niall called me this morning and said we have back stage passes to their concert this summer! Dez that is in like two months. We can all see the boys again. Uhg I miss Niall sooo much." I tuned her out and plugged in my earphones again. In two months I'll be six months along, you will defiantly see the baby bump... why is life so stressful.

I had photography first thing this morning with Vanessa and Jenna, and Jenna would not shut up about the damn concert. "Okay so I was thinking a simple dress. Also I could put my hair up." She let it grow so now its at her shoulders. "or I could braid it so then its wavy. Oh yes! That is what I'll do. Eeeep I am so excited Dez! I miss Niall so much! What will you wear? You could wear some seductive dress that would have Harry droolling. Then you could like do a really cool thing with your hair since its so long now. Uhg I cant wait! It will be so, so, so much-" "Jenna I'm not going."

"Not, going.." She said the words as though they were foreign. "I don't want Harry to know. I don't need him to say he will be there then not be. Okay my child doesn't need that kind of father so-" Shit... I never told her. "You. Tummy. Baby. Have." I nodded. "How long." I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Erm. four months." "FOUR! You had four months to tell me!!" She turned to Vanessa. She just looked down.

"Jenna please I-I just don't want him to know okay. Let Alyssa take her boyfriend." Alyssa had gone and found some rebound who sadly didn't know he was one. I mean he was hot in a Niall look alike kinda way. The only difference was their last name and hair colour. Like seriously. His name is Niall Hunt and he is a brunette Niall. Its a creepy similarity. It actually scares me somtimes. But I did want to go. I mean seeing Liam again. And the girls. I mean I'm not a Sophia fan but I don't really know her so I can't talk. But Per and El. I could have fun with Lou, get a Horan hug. Then Liam and I could fan girl over disney together. Zayn and I would just talk, for hours about anything and everything.

"Dez don't cry " Jenna pulled mr into a hug. I hadn't even realized I was crying. I sniffled. "Damn hormones." We all laughed lightly. I wiped away my tears. "You need a doctor." "I have an ultrasound tonight." Jenna sighed. "Thats not what she ment, you need to help yourself. You can't be a mom and a dad as a teenager Dez. Its alot of stress." I nodded.

The rest of the day was a blur. Jenna asked if she could comd to the ultrasound and immediately allowed her. My bus ride home consisted of Demi Lovato. She had become my favourite singer. Her song Nightingale had me in tears. I needed Harry. No matter how much I didn't want to addmit it, I did.

I got home at 4:45 to find my mom waiting for me in the car. I told her Jenna had asked to come and we drove to her house first picking her up. The ride was silent. My phone buzzed. I had expected it to be Jenna but it wasn't. It was Phylicia.

Palicia Pearl: Dez we need to get together ASAP! I need to know everything and I have so much to tell you!!! And I miss and love you!!

Me:Yeah we do :) and I miss and love you too <3

Our conversation ended as we pulled into the hospital. We were ten minutes early but they got us a room and we just had to wait. I was so nervous. The doctor allowed Jenna and my mom to stay in. Dr. Riebre was his name, he was hot. Like a young Johnny Depp. The gel was cold. I mean extremely, like hypothermic. But I soon heard Jenna gasp. I looked up at the screen. There was a tiny body. "The baby is healthy and the proper size for how far along you are. And I believe I can actually tell you the gender if you want." I smiled. "Is it a boy?" He gave a big grin. "Mothers always know." I smiled. "Well your baby is healthy but, the thing is. I don't know if you are." I sighed. "My guess is depression. Its found in alot of single parents and especially teens. I suggest chocolate and Lavender bubble baths until we get medication." I nodded.

My mom stopped at McDonalds on our way home and got us all a chocolate milkshake. She got a lot
of lavender bubble bath as well. I was happy. I was going to have a boy. Jenna had asked me to go shopping with her saturday. I eggerly agreed. And my mom even seemed happy. I wasn't sure if that was just the sugar serging through her veins or not but it was nice.

When we got home after dropping Jenna off I headed strait for the bathroom. I jumped into the steaming bath. I felt my worries melt away. I was, for once in these last four months. At peace.

A/N:
Hope you like! Harry is an unknown baby daddy!! What do you think he is planning? Hmmm anything on this chapter??? Let me know??