Forever Changed

Chapter Nine

A/N: Hey sorry updates have been horrible :| But my phone sucks so I normaly have to be right into a writing mood so, hope you like this delayed chapter.

Harry's POV:

"Your all going home." Liam smiled. I watched Dez's legs give out and the tears stream down her face. She started to shake and gasp for air. "Dez, calm down okay deep breaths." I whispered into her ear as I rubbed her back. She started to close her eyes a bit. I took a deep breath of my own and glanced at Liam. She didn't get angry, she was just having a damned panic attack. "Hey Dez. Babe look at me." I held her head in my hands. "In through the mouth and out through the nose." She started and her breathing came back and her shaking stoped. "We can't go home.... we can't go home... Niall I-we can't go home." I heard Jenna crying to Niall. Everyone was shocked at their responces.

"We're going home its not a big deal get over it." Alyssa stated rudely then got up and left. Two seconds later I heard the door slam. "Mate." Niall sighed and looked at Jenna. "I'll be back love." Jenna nodded and the girls took over comforting Jenna. I looked into Dez's eyes. "I'm going home." I lightly smiled. Fresh tears were noticeable in her red eyes and probably in mine aswell. I nodded. "Yeah kitten, your going home." I took a deep shaky breath. "Liam." She gasped almost crying again. "What?" I could hear the worry in Lou's voice. "This plane leaves tomorrow." Tomorrow? What? He sighed. "I know." She sniffled. "You'll all be there right?" everyone nodded. I felt my own heart pounding. "Harry can we leave." I heard Jessie whisper in my ear. She was trying to be seductive. I heard her whisper my name again as her hands came around my belt. "Could you not! They are leaving stop being such a slut!" I whispered in a harsh voice. "Fine you fucking man whore!" she pushed her chair back and rushed out slamming the door behind her.

"Harry, I think your going to need a new door soon. All that slammimg musn't be good." I looked at Dez. A small smile visible on her tear stained face. Her eyes extremely blue and her cheeks were flushed. Her hair was in a messy bun from all the dancing and I couldn't help but stare. I could see her start to shift. "Sorry." I blushed "You just." I sighed. "Harry? I just what?" I heard the door open. Niall and Alyssa came back. I could tell what I said was no longer a priority as Dez left straight for Alyssa who also seemed to have been crying. Weird thing was, so had Niall.

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Everyone left at around seven. Dez said she would stay and I was extremely glad she did. "Would you like to watch a film?" She smiled. "I would love to." I went into the kitchen to pop some popcorn. I turned to go ask her what film she wanted to watch but she was already in the kitchen. "What film do you want to watch?" "Erm, I don't really know any movie is fine." I smiled at the emphasis she put on movie. "Love Actually?" "Sure." I turned to finish the popcorn. I heard her step toward me. She had tears in her eyes. "Love?" "Harry the plane only takes us to Toronto then what am I suppost to do. How will I get home and what will happen when I do. Harry they think I'm dead. And Melissa and Clara they, and everyone else I knew. Harry they are dead, gone. People are going to think I'm horrible living my life here while they burry a whole plane full of people! I-I I'm so-" I grabbed her cheeks.

"Dez, I will do anything to make the arrival easier for you." She gave me a cheeky grin. "Anything?"My lips curled into a smile. I came extremely close to her face. "Anything." Her eyes shined with lust. I bet mine did aswell. My right hand wrapped around her head and my left her waist. Her eyes were an electrifying blue. I ran my thumb over her lips and slowly leaned in. It was a soft kiss but was enough to drive me insane. I lifted her onto the counter. The kiss got deeper and more passionate. I pulled away to take a breath. Her cheeks were flushed and her lips were red, deep red. I was stuck, mesmerised by the women in front of me. She was absolutly astonishing and I was throwing her away because if managment. I jolted out of my thoughts when I felt her hand run through my hair and bring my lips to hers. I sucked on her lower lip asking for entrance which she gratefully gave me.