Forever Changed

Chapter Twenty-Five

Dez's POV:

I have spent the last three months with Haven. Jenna's been in a fucking coma.... I don't know what to do. Niall blames himself, Harry wont leave me the fuck alone... And One Direction isn't really a band anymore. Zayn was to pissy with Harry, he quit. That, was all my fault. The only thing is if at that moment when I would have needed Harry I pushed him away because of what he did... Nothing will ever be the same.

He can just stay away. For good. I think thats best for everyone. "Dez?" I looked up at my mum. She gave me a weak smile. I probably looked like shit. I have locked me and Haven in my room for this entire time. I mean, my best friend is in a coma. What the hell am I suppose to do.

"The boys are here." I nodded. She pulled Haven from my arms and I looked into the mirror. Yup! Shit. Pure real shit. I really don't care. I made my way down the stairs to see all the boys. Even Harry. He shifted when my mum came down the stairs with Haven. "What." My voice was flat and emotionless.

"I thought you should be the first to know..." I looked at Niall. "WHAT!" "Deziree!" My mum scolded me. I sighed and gave them an apologetic look. "Jenna woke up." I felt, I don't even know what I felt. "She, did you?" he shook his head. "I thought we should all go in.. Her family is there now..." "I need to shower! and look presentable!"

"You look beautiful anyway." I stopped and looked at Harry. His green orbs looked right into mine. My stomach flipped. "Thanks." I turned and ran up the stairs. I could hear Harry ask my mum if he could hold him. I stopped at the top of the stairs. "Harry he is your baby too."

I heard a sniffle. "Well, I just didn't know if I was allowed... I mean if Dez doesn't want me too..." My heart broke again. No! He cheated and you don't need that! Now shower and go see Jenna!

I ran to the bathroom and turned on the water. I shampooed my hair three times then soaked it in conditioner. I washed my body then shaved, and then rinsed and washed out the conditioner. I jumped out of the shower and grabbed a towel. I then grabbed another towel and wrapped my hair in it.

I ran into my room and stopped when I found Harry. "Erm..." He quickly turned around. His eyes glazed over with tears. "Sorry." He pushed past me. I bit my lip. I turned to close the door. "Dez wait." I looked up at him. "Will you ever forgive me?" I sighed. "Harry I need to get ready." He nodded.

I grabbed some leggings and a baggy sweater. I put it on. I smiled. It was Harry's sweater. I brushed threw my hair and put some mascara on then rushed to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I ran back to my room and put on some deodorant and grabbed the first spray I found. Of course it was Harry's cologne. I grabbed my phone and lip balm than rushed down the stairs. My mum had Haven again.

The boys were all waited except Harry. I guess he was already in the car. "Ready?" I nodded. I quickly ran to Haven and gave him a kiss and kissed my mums cheek. "Be back soon mum promise!" She smiled. We all walked to the car. Harry was in the back Zayn went to the drivers side Niall was in the passenger side and the other boys were in the back with me.

Harry moved over and I sat beside him. Louis sat across from him and Liam across from me. "I met Melissa." I looked up at Liam. "You did?" He nodded. "Why did you want me to date her again? She seemed perfectly fine with erm.. Colton I believe his name was." I went rigged.

"I don't like him. you are better. Why do you think I kept bringing it up all the time!" He laughed. "I wasn't sure to be honest. I was worried you didn't like Sophia." He went quiet. I looked at Niall then Harry. "What?" He looked down. "Sophia left me a phew weeks ago. She said I liked Jenna." He shook his head. "She's like a sister to me so when the girls in a fucking coma I sure as hell will be there as much as I can! Some women I don't get. I mean honestly just trust us! If we love you we love you! No one else!"