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Walking the rest of the way home I felt unbelievably happy. I still couldn't believe that Cam had missed me. Words can't even describe how relived I feel about us finally talking again. As soon as I walked through the door, I saw my mom sitting at the coffee bar giving me a small smirk.
"Sooo what were you doing out so early?" She asked.
Of course my mom thinks I had sex.
"If you're implying that I had sex, I wasn't. I was just over at Cameron's to go say hi"
Clearly not buying it she shooed me away.Me: Hey :)
Cameron: Aye you made it back safely
Me: I'm not 3 Cameron
Cameron: Really? Cause you sure act like it
Me: Douchebag
Cameron: lol that wasn't the only news I wanted to share with you
Me: I'm not sure I want to hear it now
Cameron: you probably don't, but promise you won't kill me?
Me: no guarantees
Cameron: I have a girlfriend
Me: you what
Cameron: I know, and I know that kissing you was wrong as well, but I just want you to know that I've had feelings for you since we were little.
Me: Cameron, that's not an excuse. I can't believe you
Cameron: Hazel, I understand you're mad, but after I saw what you'd done to yourself today I felt so bad because when you hurt yourself, I feel hurt. Please don't do anything stupid ever again.
Me: so the only reason you kissed me is because you felt bad about me cutting myself ?
Cameron: No thats not what I mean at all, before I even knew what you did I had feelings.
Me: Yeah ok
Cameron: Please trust me when I say this, I love you. You're the best thing that's happened to me and I couldn't have asked for a better friend.
Me: You can't except me to say I'm head over heels for you after everything that's happened! Partially because, A) you have a gf and b) we just started talking again
Cameron: well now it's out on the table for you if you ever wanna talk about itI turned off my phone and went to bed. What Cameron said, made my day, but I couldn't tell if this was just some dumb little made up scheme for me to forgive him.