My Heart Says...

*You don't know*

You do not know, even a bit, how it feels
Waiting for the one on whom, your life depends.

Because the way for you I cried,
That feeling you never experienced.

How can you, ever?
When you wanted me never.

I can go on to wait and wait till death.
But you still remain blind to my pain's depth.

Every moment of my life is hell.
Into my own ditch I fell.

By trusting you,
By loving you.

By waiting for you,
By crying for you.

I know I sound weak,
I am silly, timid & meek.

But how can I help it?
When my heart, you twist.

Now my tired eyes
Have run out of tears.

My patience has crossed
The limits by which it's bound.

I do not know what to think
Life turned blank, in a blink.

My heart lost feelings
My brain lost sense.

All I want is you, always.
But you don't know how it feels.