He Saved My Life

This is my first book i hope you like it 

I have been through alot in my life. 

i dont know where to began, with the scars on my arm or the permanent scar on my heart. 

It started about a year ago the stress kept getting to me the depression was getting closer and closer to me. This monster or depression as i like to call it. The scars on my arms are beautiful painting that i have worked on the past year. I can always make it better.

I have attempted to try 3 times and this time i would make sure that i was going to do it and then everyone would have to put up with me gone but i dont think that anyone will really care. I decided that i was going to do it off a cliff or buy a gun and shoot myself. I have to do it in the least suspicious way possible.

I write notes to my self  explaining the pain that im going through i though about writng a suicide note then give it to the ones i love before i go but i havent decided if it is time to leave this world or not yet. Im only young and have some much more going for me than i though

Depression has taken over my like i am a pig for slaughter  i cant stop know it has grown so deep inside me it is my best friend but i best friend i wish i never had.