The pain feels so good, blood every where cuts on my amrs and my legs all over my body. Im loosing my blood supply quikckly i think i have no idea if its alot of blood or not. I feel shit like not living anymore. Nick is with Sophie and im alone. I haven't told anyone about what happened today. Im too scared to face the world now.
I go to school more miserble then ever i cant bear to see Nick anymore, Im covered up from head to toe so you cant see my painting, but to other people its just a distgusting mess. I see Nick i bolt for it and run to Charlotte and Aimee. I tell them about what happened to Nick and I, and the slut, they say they understand but they dont know one will ever know what my hearts feels like.
Today is Monday i have 5 more days to live i dont tell anyone i just write notes that everyone will get mailed to them on Friday so i dont have to see them.Even Nick gets one he has to understand how much i loved him.
I wrote the first note
To mum and dad
I love you so much dont do anything after im gone i know that you will miss me but i have nothing to live for anymore, I understand you might be looking for me dont bother by the time you get this note i will be gone,hopefully someone will give you my body if they find it but i highly doubt that anyone wants my body. The scars all over my body, the tears in my eyes, the fear in my heart but im sorry take care of my sister and tell her to read this note she so young im sorry for her, dont let her turn out like me
Sincerly Your loved daughter
1 down only 4 more to go well this week is the worst week of my life .
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He Saved My Life
Teen FictionLily is goin through a tough time in life but will nick be able to save her in time
