He Saved My Life

Chapter 7

This chapter is probably the longest i have written so far

Wednesday the countdown is getting closer and closer i cant wait. Only 2 days im soo young but its worth it. This will teach people what happens when someone is so fragile and cant be hurt with but i dont think people will ever understand. 

Today we had sport, i love sport so much im so fit but doing sport coems with a price, my cuts will show all over my body with the lack of clothing we wear. Bianca and I love doing sport together i see her every wednesday and we do sport ,Sadly she isnt here she is in Sydney but that ok, We are both the top in the grade. She knows about what i do, before sport we get our makeup and try to cover up the cuts to make sure that its not as noticable as it was before. We are pretty amazing at doing, i couldnt even see. Well to me it was horrible no one could see my painting. 

I headed for english class i dont have any people i know in that class buts that alright. I would get distracted with them. We were analysing a book, then the little faggot Jake says "Dont talk about that charcter that way he could hear it and get depressed and start cutting" 

"YOU LITTLE DICK DONT TAKE IT LIKE IT IS A JOKE IT IS A REAL PROBLEM THAT PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH AND RUINING THEIR LIVES.!!!" I scream at him as i bolt out of class.

I have no where to hide no where to go, no one to talk to ,just me in my own world where no one can see or hear me. Forever alone. I find a nice spot up on the oval sitting in one of the sheds. It wasnt in the sun so it was just the right temperature for me, with my layers of clothing.

I stay there for atleast 2 hours i dont know i didnt have a watch and my parents wont buy me a phone. I hear a noice coming from the front of the shed i dont move. The door opens and i see Nick, why is he here? how does anyone know im here? 

"Lily, Lily" my name is being called he is looking for me, Then i remeber what he put me through and let out a loud cry. Shit i shouldn't have done that.
"Lily i can hear you where are you please i need to talk to you" He says calmly 

"Im over in the corner" i say. Omg just remeber he cant see me like this ruined too late he now knows where i am. 

"Lily what are you doing here and why are you crying?" He questions I can see he is worried but i dont want him to care. 

"well im crying because Jake is a dick and im here to get away from the world" I sob "how did you find me" 

"To be honest with you Charlotte told me that you ran away from class and i looked here because this is where i come to think its very peaceful i love it here." He states

"You said you needed to talk to me what did you want to talk about" I ask

"Its about Sophie and I we are......"

"Stop ,Stop i dont wanna here anything about you and the little slut" i yell and run out of the shed crying again why does this boy make me cry so much.

I ran home "I need to do this now i can't take this anymore" I scream blood trickles down my arms, the stains become red puddles on the floor. I am defently not making anyone better by living here. time to write a new note

Dear Bianca

Hey how are you an d Jai doing hope you having fun with him you should tell me about it when you get back, but wait you cant i wont be here when you come back. Now this is where is gets serious, My depression has gotten out of hand Nick is dating Sophie, and he doesnt like me back. Everyone hates me and you, Charlotte and Aimee have been keeping me going the past year but its to hard i can't take it anymore. Love you heaps and i miss you like crazy  

Thanks for everything you helped me 

Lily xxx