He Saved My Life

Chapter 10

Saturday yes finally no more pain for me or anyone else. I head out to the cliff it was about 3 hour walk.

I needed this so bad but i knew that deep down it would hurt many people in my life. I grabbed my bag and headed outside to start walking on my long journey. I left at dusk so my parents didnt know i deactivated all my social networking accounts. No one will know im gone now.

3 hours later........

Im at the cliff face. I grab my razor and leave marks for the last time ever. The marks are deeper than ever they hurt so much. I cant stop the pain feels so good to me mentally. The blood hits the cold harsh floor staining it red. I have lost so much blood in the past couple of days its not healthy for me. I walk to the egde of the cliff and look out.  The world is so beautiful some people are very lucky to have views and a world where they are known and loved by people.

I place the note that i wrote yesterday on the floor at the egde it was stained with my tears and had a few patches of blood. I throw my bag behind me and throw the razor off the cliff again admiring the view. 

"Good Bye World" I say and place a foot over and place the other foot and get ready to drop. Nothing. I dont feel myself plummeting to death. Instead arms are wrapped around me, these arms made me feel warm inside, made me feel wanted.

"What are you doing this isnt a picnic" He asks

"Umm well i had to" i say. Not  knowing who it is and dont particularly want  to find out he  sounds very concerned with me and knowing that i think i know who it is.

"Nick why are you here?' i question to him

"coz i will miss you if you leave" 

"Did you get my letter,"

"yes of course then i realised that this was no picnic" He sounds very concerned. "You never told me you loved me" he winks at me 

 "I was scared that you would laugh at me" I say as i blush

"Never leave me " He whispers.

From that moment on i knew things would get so much better as long as i had him with me.