Not knowing my father (For My Friend)

Little Slut

TRAVIS STOP I screamed as he took another swing at me.
I hit my knees as he took his right hand into my flat stomach.
THATS WHAT YOU GET YOU LITTLE BITCH, DON'T YOU EVER TALK BACK TO ME AGAIN Travis yelled kicking me in the rib making me fall over.
The only reason i talked back is because i was standing up for what i believe in I whispered to myself.
He kicked me in the stomach again making blood come out of my mouth.
LITTLE SLUT GO TO YOUR FUCKING ROOM Travis yelled walking away but of course hitting me in the face before he walked completely away.
I pulled the front half of my body off of the floor and spit out some blood that was still in my mouth.
I slowly got up and stumbled backwards hitting the wall.
When i got my balance i walked to my room which was just to my left.
I turned my silver door knob and pulled open the door.
I walked in and sat on my black bed surrounded with Black Walls.
I got up and went into the bathroom that i had in my room.
I turned on the light then looked in the mirror.
Right as i did i started to cry.
I had a black eye blood on my eyebrow running down from my lip and coming out of my nose.
This is the worst he has ever done to me, What did i do to make him hate me so fucking much.
Is it because i wasn't his daughter or was it because I'm different from him.
I don't have any idea what i did and i don't think ill ever figure it out.

"Knock" "Knock" Honey can i come in My Mom asked.
Mommy I said in my little girl voice and she knew if i use it I'm hurt.
My mom walked through the door and ran over to the bathroom were i was.
Sweetie I'm so sorry my Mom said.
Mommy i want to leave now why can't we go I asked.
Because Honey I'm sick you need someone to live with when i die My Mom said looking down.
IF YOU DIE AND LEAVE ME HERE WITH HIM ILL SEE YOU SOON I screamed at my mom making a tear go down Her cheek.
Honey I'm sorry i know that you don't want to stay here with him but there is no other way.
What about my real dad?
Your dad doesn't want anything to do with you My mom said.
Did he actually tell you that?
Well not exactly Mom said.
Well what did he tell you I asked.
Honey he doesn't even know about you Mom said making my eyes go wide.
MOM IF HE DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT ME THEN HOW DO YOU KNOW HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME I yelled again.
I'm sorry sweetie but i just know.
Mom you need to tell me who my father is I said.
No sweetie if i tell you, you will get exited to see him but you won't be seeing him so I'm not telling you My Mom said.
Mom please if you die then i need to liv-
ELAYNA I SAID NO AND THATS IT My mom screamed making me step back because she never screams.
Mom do you even like dad I asked.
My Mom looked down then turned around so her back was facing me.
Honey i love your father i hate that you can't meet him but its for the best Mom said. Mom if you Love him go find your true love then I said with a smile on my face.
Honey I'm a dead girl walking he won't love me.
How do you know mom maybe after that night he never got over you I said.
My mom ran her hands threw my black and brown hair.
Honey like i said I'm a dead girl walking i just can't do it.
But mom- Honey why don't you go to sleep i have to go somewhere tonight and if I'm not here in the morning you know what happened okay?
Do you think thats going to happen tomorrow Mom I asked.
Yes honey the doctor said it will happen.
A tear ran down my face as i heard this would be the last night to see my mothers face.

Oh Honey don't cry please, Be strong for the both of us because i can't be strong obviously My mom said pointing to a tear running down her face.
I smiled.
I love you Mommy, I love you to Elayna.
Can you do me a favor sweetheart My mom asked.
Of course mom what is it I asked.
Don't kill yourself i know you have tried to before and i don't want that okay?
I promise mommy i won't kill myself.
Alright sweetheart My mom said kissing my forehead and turning around to walk away.
Be careful sweetheart My mom said.
You to mommy I said right before my mom walked out of the room.

I walked over to my bed grabbed the covers and laid down then covered myself up.
I cried myself to sleep thinking about my Mom not being in my life anymore.

I loved her so much and i can't believe that she will be gone tomorrow.