April 30, 2016

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Dear you,

I don't know what to feel when I saw you that day.  Should I be happy or sad? I saw you smiling while you're with your friend who's obviously wants to be your guy. To be honest, even though you're with someone else, I felt glad that time. 

For the first time in my life, I felt contented. For a reason that I was able to look at you freely without hiding.

But the smile on your lips instantly vanished the moment your eyes landed on me. Why? Why can I see anger and pain in your eyes? You are the one who left me yet you're making me feel that I am the one who left you.

You're doing the same thing over again.

You're making me feel lost, again, by your eyes.

And, again, I am a fool for letting myself drown by your gaze.


Trying hard to find my way back home,

Andrew

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