Imagines for Directioners

Half as Much as I Love You (Ciall Imagine)

For directioner09131993

"I miss you."

"I miss you too, babe. But I'll be back before you know it."

"Not soon enough."

"I know. Once we're done, I'm hopping on the first flight there and coming to take you out."

"I love you, Niall."

"I love you too, Courtney."

"Bye."

"Farewell, my beautiful princess."

I feel the cold, wet, salty tears slowly stream down my cheeks and onto my lips. My boyfriend of six years, Niall, is on tour with his bandmates and I am feeling torn, no pun intended. I love him and it kills me to be separated from him, especially for this long.

The month can't end soon enough. I decide to go on my social media to see what's going on. But also to see if they've finally stopped...

I go into Niall and the boys' feeds because that's really the only way I can continue to see him. It's not the same, but it's something at least. I get a few notifications that I've been tagged in Niall Horan's pictures and look through those. Each of his posts have pictures of us or candid pictures of me that I didn't know about. He's so sweet...

@NiallOfficial :
My princess. I miss you like crazy, Angel!

@(TwitterHandle) : (in reply to Niall Horan)
I miss you too, Ni.❤️

@NiallOfficial :
Whenever we sing "Hey Angel", I think of this angel.

@(TwitterHandle) : (in reply to Niall Horan)
I love you, my prince.

@NiallOfficial :
How did I get so lucky to find myself the most beautiful girlfriend ever?

@(TwitterHandle) : (in reply to Niall Horan)
Maybe the same way I managed to find the greatest boy ever.😉Not as beautiful as you, babe.

@NiallOfficial :
I MISS HER SO FREAKING MUCH!

@(TwitterHandle) : (in reply to Niall Horan)
You don't know the half of it, babe. Missing you bunches!😢 Love you...❤️

I decide to also look through fans' replies and regret it almost immediately. Though there were some nice ones, there were mostly not-so-nice comments...

Niall, how could you love such and ugly -----?

She's so fat!

She needs to lose weight.

Stalky.

Disgusting.

Niall, you deserve much better. Why settle for someone like her when you could have someone like this?

You could do much better.

Dump her fugly --- already!

I feel my throat tense up as I struggle to hold back my tears. Niall says he likes my curves whenever I say anything about them, but I know I'm fat. I've been trying to ignore them ever since I started receiving the hatred shortly after I started dating Niall.