Oh look at that
Smack
I got you
Time to play
Oh its May
It's the perfect
Season
Oh but I like Autumn
What a wonderful time
I won't be the only one wearing pants
Cause its getting cold
I got scars I don't want to show
In the summer I have those shorts
The ones you swim in
I can't wear those cute bikinis
My stomach ' too big
Scars need to be hidden
When Humpty Dumpty fall and he got a crack
He didn't want to show
Because it's scars that need to be hidden
Under a mitten
Maybe I should hide
Hide behind my coat
Won't show my legs
They don't need to know
This is what I've chosen
You won't be loosing
Because I'm loosing
Losen the game of life
But I'll fight
I don't know how long though
I get the hate
I get the scars
I get the mental pain
I get it all
All but the love and happiness
All but the niceness
It kills me knowing the darkness
Knowing you are far gone
And I can't reach you
Nobody knows
Knows that I'm alone
That I see these visions
I see the pain and hate
That you witness
That I witness
We can't always win
But we can always loose
It a underlying rule
The number is counting up
