complications

chapter 12

I got my clothes,make up,drawing pad and shoes.We walked outside in silence hand in hand.We got inthe car and we drove off. I was so sad. I have people in the world that hate me.They dont evan know. Why,why me. Not saying meeting justin bieber is a bad thing. Just I dont know.

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THE CAR RIDE

We got to justin's place and I got out of the car.

I could see the boys in the living room.Ryan turned and looked out the window and saw me.I waved and frowned,

Justin came to my side and we walkedto the door he tried to hold my hand but I was crossing my arms. He opened the door and we walked in. The boys came up to us.

Chad: Wats up

I frown and justin takes the away and tell the about twitter and facebook.

While justin was talking to them I went upstairs and tried to find justin's room. Instead I found the music room.

I walked in and put my bag down and sat at the piano.

I start playing commpine d'un autre été, I'apres-midi. As I played I started crying I didnt notice but the boys and justin were watching me. I keep on playing and playing thinking about everything that has happened. About jorden in a coma and the hate messages on twitter and facebook.

I cry evan more. I'm lost in everything. Then I think about evan more mad thing like my father. He died when I was four.

I stop playing and just sit there staring at the piano.

Justin comes and sit's beside me.

Justin: You okey

SM: No

I break out crying. Justin puts one hand around my waist and the other around my head then pulls me close.

He whispers in my ear.

Justin: What's wrong baby

He rocks me back and foward.

SM: I dont want to talk I just want a hug.

Justin: Ok

He holds me and tight. I can see the boys were gone.

I was heart broken to much was so much to handle.

SM: Justin. I want to talk now.

Justin: Ok what is this all about.

SM; So much is happening and then I thought about how it would be like if my dad was here.

Justin: Well were is he?? Is he traveling ??

SM: Heaven

Justin: I'm so sorry what happened??

SM: A plane crash. Into the sea.

He hugs me tighter.

He then lift's me up and carries me to his room.

He placed me on the bed and wrapped his arms around my waist.

SM: NOO I dont want to ruin the weekend .

Justin: No your not ruining anything. I like cuddling with you.

SM: But what about the boys??

Justin: Screw them

I glare at him.

Justin: Ok . What you wanna do.

I stand up then wipe the tears away.