Ross's POV
Crying on your bed all day sucks. But somehow it helps. When everything feels wrong it's okay to feel completely broken. And it feels good to admit that you are completely broken.
That's what I've been doing for the past two (or three?) days.
Yeah, I know that I should be enjoying my last days here at home while I still can but it somehow feels wrong so being in bed feels better.
I turned off the notifications of my phone after I told Laura that I'm... well, that I'm me.
My sister tells me she won't be mad at me and everything will be okay but I guess that's not the truth. Yesterday Courtney came here and Rydel told her about the tour and she cried her heart out. They went for ice cream after that and I haven't seen them since then.
To be honest, I haven't seen anyone since then. Riker is with Savannah, Rocky and Ryland are with some friends, Ellington is at some family party...Well, I guess everyone has someone to be with except me...
The doorbell rings and I make my way downstairs to answer it. It's probably just the mail or something like that so there's no problem that I'm in my pyjamas.
"Hi there buddy!" Calum.
"Nice to see you" in fact, I'm tempted to say Get out I want to be alone! but I contain myself.
He enters and sits in the couch making himself at home.
"I heard you had some problems with Laur..." oh. That. Again.
" yeah, it doesn't matter"
"okay, whatever" he looks around hesitantly, almost as he's afraid of me.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I just want to be alone.
"hmm" I start "can we forget about this? Let's just go for an icecream and then pack my things, okay?"
"whatever makes you feel better"
2 chapters to go!! Also I this probably won't have an expected ending, jfy. Also I really hope you won't hate after all. ~Fil🌵
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