Love Stories For A Rainy Day

xxx - if i die

If I die,

Tell the boy next door,

I love him.

Tell him,

Forget me.

Because when I was alive,

He never looked at me sideways,

And now that I'm gone,

I don't deserve any less.

If I die,

Tell the boy next door,

There's a box of notes on my bookshelf.

Tell him,

Read them.

Because I am selfish,

And want him to feel pain,

As I did for him.

If I die,

Tell the boy next door,

Every poem was for him.

Tell him,

I felt pain.

Because he was the sun to me,

But to him,

I was only another star in the galaxy.

If I die,

Tell the boy next door,

I'm ok now.

Tell him,

He can continue with his life.

Because I don't need him,

Now that I am gone,

And he's better of without me.

If I die,

Don't tell the boy next door anything,

Because my secret is my soul,

And as long as it is hidden,

May I be able to come back once dead.