The Originals ~ The Fall Of The King

CHAPTER 2- THE VOICE OF AN ANGEL

This morning is insufferable. This pain is just too much. It's not a scratch or just a huge inner pain, it's my guts losing their right place, my mind leaving my head. I'm not going to complain about my soul trying to escape or my sanity saying a bittersweet goodbye. It's granted. It's natural. It's been happening for months.

Memories dance around my head, blurry visions of fights, curses, me being a bastard to other bastards, an abolishment that hurts and it's hurt by other mischievous abolishment. I have no other choice than making this body just a house for pain and not an active guest that fulfills his dark desires. I'm going to put an end. Regrets will be lots but I suppose the only thing I can do under my free will is to choose whether or not I'll give in. I will. I will give up and I will live the next decades of my life without caring and overthinking faces and situations. Without trying to forgive the sinners who wronged me. Without having hope. Because hope is not coming. She is not returning. I've lost my Hope. I've lost the people I consider family. I'm alone in this battle.

I couldn't help but thinking that they had probably abandoned me. Life without Klaus Mikaelson must be a blessing. No doubt they must enjoy a happy life with no foes, without the monster I truly am. 

Elijah mus be the happiest of them all. He had some hesitations before but now there is not the father in the middle and the child would have no confusion. He can have the little wolf and be the perfect role model for my littlest wolf. Peace will conquer.

Kol will be relieved. My absence would mean that he would never be threatened by a dagger again. He is free to act out without be punished. 

Freya, the newest member of the family, will probably miss me the most because she is not fully aware of who I truly was. She would see me as a suspicious, dangerous and powerful creature that deserved love and forgiveness. She hadn't lived among us to know that everything I love becomes dust.

Hayley, the queen, she will get the taste of family. Happy, quite family. She'll settle down and will never look back. She will raise her daughter as she likes and she will feel the love in the most glorious way.

As for Rebekah, my little sister I am happy for her. She will get what she wants. Love. I will never be capable of destroying again a relationship of hers. She is free to travel the world without family burdens. Probably she will jump at the body of a human and have children. She'll do it over and over and over again. Until she decides that she actually likes eternal life and the other perks of being a vampire. Or maybe these are just guesses because she is cursed to suffer and never find love. Maybe she is cursed to be unhappy because we've always been together and I was all she had and she was all I had. Partners in this rough path that is called life. Klaus and Rebekah Mikaelson are meant to stay together and  at the same time feel utterly alone.

But in case you haven't deleted me from your thoughts remember to bring me back. Isn't it funny to be that old and never used that trick? But why would I? I never cared anyway.

AN: So guys this is my new fanfiction. i decided that I cannot wait till my favorite shows are back and since everyone liked their crossover i figured it would be good to have them together in my story. I will have the ending that I  would like TVD and TO to have. Eveything that has happened in the shows applies here as well unless stated otherwise. I'm sorry that i didn't update earlier, I promise I will have a good posting schedule. Hope you enjoy this story and please give me feedback in the comments. Stay tuned and have a nice ride xx <3