Sin of Love || Jungkook

N I N E T E E N

"Jungkook open up!" Jin furiously kncoked on the door but the only response he got was Jungkook's sobs.

Jimin clenched his fists before asking Jin to move aside and knocked on the door.

"Jungkook open up! I know where Yongin is!"

The rest of the members exchanged confusing glances at each other not understanding the situation anymore. There was a moment of silence before Jungkook decided to open the door.
"Where.. Is she..?" He was trembling. His face was in a light shade of pink and his eyes were already swollen from shedding tears so much.

"Follow me to the practice room and I request nobody to come while we are talking. We will let you know what is going on later."

Jungkook silently followed the shorter male, his gaze lowered and the sobs were unstoppable.

"Sit here and calm down first okay?" Jimin said, wiping off his tears with his thumb and Jungkook nodded in response. "Tell me when you are a little okay. I will wait." Jimin waited for him to calm down because it was the best thing to do first.

"I'm.. Okay.." The younger responded immediately.

"Okay so, listen carefully okay. Yongin, she is fine and she flew to UK. She is staying with your sister and I really don't know why she left"
Park Jimin, why are you lying. He thought to himself as he felt more guilty looking at Jungkook's situation.

"You'll have to understand the fact that Yongin is gone for now but she will come b-"

"She won't! She never told me when she left so she won't bother to come back!" Jungkook wailed. 

"Calm down. She will come back trust me."

"Then why did she go without informing me?"

The two members were now immersed in an uncomfortable silence which filled the room. Jimin was contemplating on how he would give an answer to that question. He cannot just leave it behind by saying 'no reason' or 'I don't know' because that would lead to another confusion and the situation will worsen. 

"Hyung, why can't you answer?" Jungkook asked, blankly staring at himself on the mirror and Jimin sighed.

"Jungkook, you'll understand later. Just stay calm for now."

Jungkook gritted his teeth and shot glares at Jimin who was looking back at him with worried eyes.

"Understand? Stay calm? Alright sure." Jungkook spat while standing up.

"I'll do that." He stormed out, not deciding to take another glance at Jimin.

"He'll surely go insane." Jimin mumbled to himself.

.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.

Hours felt like days, days felt like months and months felt like years for Jungkook. The entertainment felt very empty andtedious without Yongin. 

Ever since Yongin left, Jungkook kept on self harming without sleeping nor eating. The healthy maknae looks pale now. He doesn't communicate with anybody like he used to, specially Jimin. Jungkook changed. His behavior and personality slowly faded away and got replaced with something new as days passed by. Jungkook has become someone who doesn't respect people's view and at times is always rude ,speaks carelessly without weighing the consequences, exhibit the spirit of pride and mostly lacks courtesy and manners. 

Jungkook scrolled down through their adorable memories cherished in his phone. The breath taking pictures of Yongin, the dorky couple selfies and also crazy videos of them mimicking each other. If anybody from the public knew about them, they'd say Yongin and Jungkook are goals.

"Crazy girl" He muttered, sliding the phone in his pocket.

This will be the first day he'll be attending school without Yongin. He was well uniformed to go but he looks pale and sick. The small touch up on his face hides most of it.

"Jungkook-ah, aren't you going to have breakfast?" Jin asked as Jungkook was heading to go out.

"Yeah I'm not going to eat."

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As soon as he entered the classroom, everyone bombard him with questions. He didn't answer any of it and pushed through the way. Deep inside he was suffering due to the negative thoughts which was taking over his mind but from outside he looks like he doesn't give a shit about anything. 

She left me huh? I'll make you regret this Jung Yongin. Jungkook thought as he took his seat.

Jungkook feels that Yongin left him on purpose. He thinks that she had no excuse so she just dissappeared, that she doesn't adore his personality anymore and that he doesn't meet her expectations. He feels as if he has been cheated for the past 2 years and this is the first time a person who is a jewel to him abandoned him. 

"Jungkook-ah, what's going on?" Eunchan grabbed his attention. 

"Oh.. it's you. Nothing much actually." 

"This is odd, you never smil-"

"Meet me at the rooftop at lunch break" Jungkook winked at her.

Yongin, you hurt me and you are forcing me to do this.

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At UK

"Ah it sure was a exhausting journey." Jungeun yawned, stretching her arms up in the air. Yongin was struggling to move in her suit case until Jungeun's eyes caught the sight. "Aye, leave that and take a seat here. I'll take care of that." She says, guiding Yongin to the settee across the television. Yongin took a comfortable seat and monitored the majestic apartment. "So, you live here alone?" She asked.

"Obviously, yeah but most of the times my friends will always be here. They even come here for overnights and we plan slumber parties. It's fun." 

"Nice. Now that I'm here won't it bother you?" Yongin questioned.

"Yongin unnie, why would it bother me. I feel extra extra extra extraa goooood." She stretched the sentence and Yongin let out a chuckle. 

While Jungeun moved in the luggages, Yongin went through her Social medias. She was hoping for a spam from Jungkook. Direct message spam but there was not even one message from him. She sighed and scrolled down her news feed until an article grabbed her attention. 

Her body shut downed and she forgot how to move. Her face went slack, mouth slightly open, body unmoving, and color draining from her face as she stare wide-eyed at the screen. 

Jungeun noticed her reaction and felt sick worried.

"Yongin, what's wrong?" Jungeun asks repeatedly but there was no answer. 

"Hey! Come to your senses what's wrong?!!?" She grabbed her shoulders and shook her. 

Yongin let out a sudden sigh, opened her mouth to speak. Snap it shut and gulp. Again with a little more success she says something, but it came out raspy, barely audible. 

"J-J..ko-ook.."

"What?! What is it?!!?" Jungeun grabbed her phone. She gasped loudly right at the moment her eyes met with the screen. 

"Jeon Jungkook and Lim Eunchan confirmed Dating?!!?"

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Sorry for the late update. My exams got over recently and I'll be busy again because my finals are on 1st October. but I will try my best to update as soon as possible. Thank you for more thank 9K reads. Hope you'll enjoy. <33 (':