Hey guys,
I just feel like having a rant....sorry.
Or to just have an online diary or some shit. So what I am about to talk about is my life and how fudged up it is.
Hello, my name is Stacy! I am 14. I don't go to school coz my parents think there is no need, coz to them I am nothing but a worthless waste of space.
Growing up I never really had somebody to rely on. I have no friends, at all. My parents well you know what they think about me. My family (e.g cousins, auntys and such) never met them. So I don't know what they're like.
I am a victim of verbal abuse.
Hense, the random post.
I am a victim of depression, self-harm and anorexia.
I have nobody to talk to,
Hense why I am doing this
I feel like you guys will listen to me. Maybe some of you know what if feels like to be depressed, to self-harm and such.
There is at least five fresh cuts a day along my arm, stomach and thighs. I'm scared. I can't eat properly. And my parents don't care about me.
Which is one of the main reason for my depression.
I get called fat, waste of space, worthless piece of shit and a mistake. DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS?!? 💔
It makes me feel like I really am those kinds of things. For so many times I have tried to end my life. Nothing works :( I feel like that if I do end it 'y parents would be able to live a happy life instead of havin to look after a depressed child.
I'm tired. I'm tired of everything. My life. My parents. This depression. Self-harm. I just to end it all. EVERYTHING.
Tonight, I will try again.
💊🔫🔪
Nobody cares. At all.
I have nobody.
NOBODY.😢😢😢
Comment, vote and follow if you know what it's like or how I feel.
Bye, wattpadders.
😢
