6 years later and I've decided to give you an update.
I am much better now. I still have my moments, but I'm working on that. I have gained 20kg's since the last time I posted. I am currently talking to a therapist and I can honestly say, I am happy with the way my life is going right now.
I'm 20 and am currently working a full time job. I was just offered a promotion, not sure if I'm going to accept it as I don't feel confident in myself.
In regards to my parents, not much has changed. Besides the fact, I no longer talk to them or associate myself with them. For now, it doesn't bother me as much as it would have 6 years ago.
All in all, I am better. I am happy.
It takes time. Nothing ever happens overnight. As much as we would for it to. Things take a lot of work. Take time out for yourself. Be selfish. Talk to somebody. Love yourself. ❤️