My Vexing Summer Love

The Truth About My Summer Love

Summer...

This is the time when we play all day long...

When we stay up all night..

When we meet new friends..

Or sometimes meet new love..

All kinds of things can happen during summer..

We can never know..

He was my bestfriend's cousin. His name was David. He was the same age as me while his sister,Joy, was older than us by 2 years.

Back then, we were innocent, foolish and naive. Every girl had a crush on David and that didn't exclude me. David was the type of person who's quiet and shy. He doesn't talk much and go out much but hearing from Ann, my bestfriend, and base from my observations, he's super noisy when it's only them.

Years passed and I became more and more introvert. When I go out with them, I would only talk to Ann or pretend to text. Most of the time I stayed in my room and watch anime or read books/manga. I didn't go out because I always felt that I didn't belong there, with them. I felt out of place.

This year though, many things changed including myself. One of the notable change that occurred was... David wearing glasses. AHAHAHAHA okay it wasn't.. That... Well.. But anyways, I said notable because... Ahahaha he turned into my type ahaha

Weird but Glasses guys are really my type XDD my feelings for him... Well.. Returned? Hihi

Another change was that I decided to stop thinking I didn't belong there... But still it can't be avoided not to feel out of place..

So I tried to mingle and stuff..like.. Yeah! Ahaha

Things got ... Better...

Also.. David and I got a little,, well... Close? I guess

Not really close close but friends close. Back then we were really awkward and didn't talk much but now, we talk more..uhm.. Casually(?) I guess. I never told anyone that I had a crush on him.. Again because if anyone knew, the teasing will come back! Through the years, the teasing between David and I never seemed to die. Even until now. When we play spin the bottle and it points to either David and I, the dare always has to do something with him or me. I can't deny it, I always get butterflies in my stomach and feel nervous when we do the dare. XDD

The day before they departed, we went swimming during the day and went to a program during the night. It was getting late and curfew time came. I bade my goodbyes and hugged Joy. She was crying yet again. Goodbyes are always really sad...

David.. He was busy watching the program that I just told Joy to tell him I said goodbye. idk what happened but the next thing I knew, Ann and I were walking with David and 2 other friends? O.o

Something about a goodbye thing?

When we reached somewhere a little far from the venue Ann and the others insisted that.. David and I hug!? A goodbye hug atleast.

I'm too sweaty! I stink! Noo! I feel shy!

He's too tall AHAHAHA joke XD (A/N : yes I'm quite short ):

Many things went in my mind and I wondered, were they serious!? People might see, my parents might see... Waah..

But I really wanted to hug him (A/N : AHAHAHA ang landi! XD)

Before I knew it we were only a meter or less apart and someone stretched his arms wide and someone pushed me but I evaded and fell on the bushes. Idk.. Maybe I hurt him? Naah he didn't think of me that way right? They were just teasing.. But hey.. A girl can dream right? Ahahah

After that they left, leaving Ann and I alone to walk towards my house. I told Ann to just hug him for me.

When they left, David and I kept on chatting more frequently. I think we got closer this way.

We never talked about that hug thingy though but I really did regret why I didn't hug him... I guess the place was too public and I didn't like the people watching?

When I reread our conversations I think... Are we seriously flirting through chat? Ahahaha XD

I mean really, it feels like we're flirting.. Take note.. feels

When Ann found out she was all loud and tease about it. She told me that I'm the first girl he ever made a move on and I'm like..wuuuuuuuuuuuuut??

Never believed her though. Honestly.

Then we decided to have a "calling" for each other. If that's the right term ahaha. We called each other Boss. Why boss? Because it doesn't sound cliche and I like boss. :3

Idk why and how but it seems his whole family knows =__=" much to my embarrassment.

If I remembered correctly, David and I had a.. Sort of deal that we will get out of our shells. We will stop being shy and all.. From what Ann told me, he didn't have much friends and was a loner? I think? That's what she said.

Well, I stopped being self conscious and began to let my true self out more. I was determined to fulfill our deal. Months passed and we chatted less and less but I notice in my news feed that he's more.. Noisy? I guess from what I see and read.. He has more tagged pictures with friends now..

We've really gotten out from our shells huh? :)

I also notice that..

Girls -_- roar ahahaha just kidding XD

When I think about it..

I think I learned many things..

Back then, we were children who didn't care of anything in the world but playing. Time changed us either for the better or for the worse. Sometimes we change willingly and sometimes we are just forced to because of our environment. Sometimes, we there are things that never really change and we never noticed this until something else changes...

One of these is that..

David.. Is was and always will be my summer love :)

I never noticed it until now.

~Fin

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A/N : I hope [codename: Ann] doesn't read this, she's gonna tease me to death =__="

Well I hope you liked it :)

Okay maybe I lied a little.. I became more and more introvert.. And I don't feel like I belong with the circle ...

And.. Well.. I don't really like them the way I used to.. The people in the circle I mean..