From hell to heaven (Sherlock fanfic)

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' What if he doesn't? What if he is not okay? I ruin everything, John. And I can't live like this anymore.' I start walking towards the door. I feel a strong hand grab my arm. ' Listen, Eveline. You're amazing. What you just did was brilliant.' I look at him with disbelief. No one ever gave me a compliment. ' Really?' I ask to John. ' Really. So, where are you gonna stay for the night?' Shit. I haven't thought about that. ' I...I Don't know. I haven't really thought about that.' ' Well, you can stay with us.' What?! I didn't expect that. 'What? I can't.' I look at John. 'Well I'm not letting you live on the streets so you get even more depressed and might commit suicide. For real this time.' He has a point. ' And Sherlock? Maybe he doesn't even like me and then we get in a fight and I can never win from him because he's a genius and I'm just a little stupid depressed fangirl who only lives of series and films and then I'm on the streets and then I get even more depressed, just like you said, and then I wanna commit suicide again because I have nobody left to keep me safe and loves me and then I jump in front of the train and then I'm dead and I don't wanna die. I just wanna know what's wrong with me!' I start crying. ' You wanna know what's wrong with you? There's nothing wrong with you! Do you hear me Eveline? Nothing! I just can't believe that some people make you feel like this. And those people are your bloody parents! I'm gonna talk to them and say what they have done to there daughter!' I look at John. He's right but he doesn't need to talk to my parents. ' John please just calm down. You don't need to talk to my parents. It won't help. I have tried it before, but they won't listen. And I'm fine, really. I never felt better. It's all over now. I never have to go back to them. I never felt like their daughter anyways. I just wanna thank you and Sherlock. Without you I would be dead right now. It's just that you didn't know me and you saved my life. And after that you took me to your flat and asked me to stay over. It's not that I don't trust you but it's just, you know, going really fast. A view hours ago I wanna to commit suicide and now I'm in a flat of two amazing people. I always admired Sherlock a bit. When I first saw him on the news I felt like he was the only person in the world who could understand me. The only one that could help me. I always felt different. But he made me feel special. If I can do all the things he does, than that would be amazing.'

'Yes it would. But unfortunately there is only one me and that's me.' I see Sherlock standing in the door opening. 'You heard everything didn't you?' john asks to Sherlock. 'Yeah off course I heard everything. I'm Sherlock Holmes.' Sherlock goes to sit in his chair. 'This is how we're going to do it. From now you're just a client. Nothing more, nothing less. Okay? You're going to tell your story and we're going to listen and decide  if we want you or not.' Okay here we go...

A/N

Hello people. Here is a new chapter. Hope you like it. I'm going to post every week from now. School has started again. And It's a nightmare. I can't wait till the next vacation.

So I see you next week. Thank you for reading.

XXX Isa