noticed ➤ meanie (book 1)

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to mingyu;

Hi, Mingyu. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I made you fall in love with me (even tho you cheated on me ¬_¬) but I love you, back, 100%. 

I hope you're happy with your new boyfriend, since you've moved on, I see. 

Yeah, I read every single one of your new letters to me while I was...'busy', you see. How else can I put it? I don't know what to say, you'll see what I mean though.

They've won, Mingyu, I fought and they won. They took over me and I don't know what to think, or say anymore. I want a normal life, but I can't. My only love left me, and now I'm alone. I'll always be fucking alone, and I can't help that. You know who started that?

Them.

And you, Kim Mingyu, didn't really help either. I'm sorry, but it's true. You made me happy for once in my pathetic life, and..it couldn't happen for long, could it?

Just know; I love you, Kim Mingyu. Our memories of 4 years together. 4 fucking years I battled. Do you see my pain? No, of course you fucking don't. Why was that my finally
fucking question to you?

Yes, 'final'. My final question, and my final day in life. Finally. I've waited for this for a long time. A long time. It's finally here, now, Mingyu, I can be at peace.

I love you, so much, Mingyu, never forgot that; even when you've moved on. Our apartment? I've left a blue box, read that if you want. I made it for you, after all. Why? Because I love you.

So, Kim Mingyu, this is my final goodbye. 

FINAL. 

Goodbye forever, Mingyu, I hope you're happy in whatever you choose. I love you, Mingyu, I always will. You may move on, and you will. I can imagine it, you, being older with a boyfriend. I'd say girlfriend but you're 1000% gay. ¬_¬ don't laugh. It's true, Mingyu. I love you, I love you, I love you, so fUCKING MUCH! Don't forget that! :) You might forget me, though. That, I can see.

"Do you remember Wonwoo?"

"Who?" You'd probably say.

That would be what happens. Don't. Forget. Me.

I love you, forever and always! :)

Goodbye for the final time,

Your emo, 

Jeon Wonwoo. 

this is bc you didnt stan history x'D