Summary: Derek and The pack hadn't seen stiles for 6 months and they are worried mostly.....Derek
Theme: fluff and sad
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Stiles's Pov
There stiles layed on his floor doing sit ups this past 6 months have been a ride for him...the pale boy loved it how he has change he had some muscle on him his brown hair now had blonde streaks through it and the boy had a tattoo that said "love yourself no else will " on his wrist he loved the change so much even got a lipring . So after he did his sit ups stiles checked his phone to 60 missed phone calls 30 from Lydia and 30 from Scott it hurt him that Derek didn't even check on him not one bit "will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful " his phone rang stiles whiskey eyes scan his phone to see it was Scott his bestfriend he smiled .
"Hey Scott-" the boy was cut off by his bestfriend "DON'T HEY SCOTT ME BOY WHERE HAVE U BEEN STILES " the croaked jawline boy yelled asking him through the phone he laughed "sorry I just needed to get away from this town" Scott sighed through the phone "well there is a pack meeting in ten get dress" Scott says hanging up the phone. Stiles slipped on some red shirt , blue jeans , red chucks and went down stairs to Joshlyn....who is she that's his baby jeep he thought naming the Jeep was weird but he got use to it getting in the car he met the other stiles this stiles was smirking hard "you've come a long way stiles look at you man so beautiful" the pale boy smiled at himself and started to drive the car .
"So...."stiles says keeping his eyes on the Rocky road the blue eyed stiles looked up from his phone and at the whiskey eyed stiles confused "how did you get here " the boy stiles had so many questions for himself "um I was always in you, you just didn't want to believe it and when you had your heart broken by him that was my chance to come out " stiles says feeling some what sad he missed the nice Derek he had turn so cold when the blue eyed stiles kissed him he came from stiles mind in there Derek was so nice. "Did you have a boyfriend in my mind ?" Stiles asked himself he saw Derek's house in the a view "yeah...well...no me and Derek were friends but when I kissed him he turned so cold we don't speak anymore " the blue eyed stiles put his head down sad now the boy patted his back as they pulled up to the Derek's house "it will be okay you will find someway to speak to him again " the blue eyed stiles nodded his head disappointed then lefted .
Stiles got out the car feeling some what nervous but he sucked it up and walked to the door 'you can do this don't worry you got this ' he chanted in his hair over and over knocking on the door "OKAY STOP KNOCKING ON THE DAMN DOOR BEFORE I KICK YOUR ASS" Isaac yelled must have changed to the door opened and out came a wide eyed Isaac "s-stiles " Isaac pulled the small boy in for a hug even tho scott was his bestfriend Isaac and him were like family Isaac's dad beat him Stiles's dad were never home they found comfort in each other. Stiles smiled "Don't ever leave me again like that I felt like you lefted for ever " Isaac felt like the little brother but he was older stiles laughed "I'm sorry " they pulled away from each other "you have changed alot you look....hot " they walked into the house and into the living room "hey guys STILES is back " they all snapped their heads to him with wide eyes Malia , Kira and Lydia were smriking the guys Scott was just starring and....Derek just starred with an readable face stiles smirked inside .
Derek's Pov
"Nice to see you came" he finally spoke looking away from stiles he felt warm inside to see him but he also felt a huge ass whole stiles sat down "yeah sorry um You see one I was this ass and he told me he didn't want me so I felt depressed and we'll need to get my self today " stiles smirked at Derek while he licked his lipring "what an ass whole " Scott says holding stiles hand.Derek wanted to hold stiles hand but didn't want to feel eager so he let it go "any way Theo is coming for someone in this pack we don't know who it is-" The older male was cut off my Isaac saying "STILES YOU HAVE A TATTOO " the younger boy held his wrist out stiles smirked feeling like he had won and to be honest he had one Derek felt like shit .
Stiles's Pov (Gonna change for this part )
So it was the end of the meeting, everyone was gone it was Just me and Derek he was in his room it was quiet I don't know why I decided to stay......he hurt me bad to where I had to change myself just for him to see the fake me not the real me I let her down...my mother she wanted me to be like her always care free, loving , not caring what anyone said her words burned into my heart "stiles never change your self baby you are beautiful, smart , weird and sarcastic never change you want people to see the real you not the fake you " it brought a smile to my face thinking about her . You know what I'm going to tell him what's on my mind getting up and marching down the hallway I busted into the door "DEREK YOU HABE SOME NE-" before I could finish I felt something hug me looking down I see it's Derek what the fuck .
"W-Why are you hugging me get off " I said pushing him softly off me Derek sat on whipping his eyes I felt bad now I sat next to him with space inbetween us "st-at-stiles I'm sorry I've been all over the place " he says closing the space he hugged me all that was going through my mind was ' Sour wolf is crying cool' "you hurt me really bad I had to change myself to get you to notice der" he smiled when I said that. "Baby I'm sorry it's just a hard time my family's death anniversary is coming up, pack meeting and then finding you as my mate its slowly breaking me down " Derek said to me I felt bad now I hugg back feeling his tears stain my shirt .
"Well now you got me and we are gonna get through this "
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