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I sat there leaning against the wall crying my eyes out as Punk left the hotel room. He slammed the door behind him which caused me to jump. I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration. Once again another worthless fight over something so petty.
I stared at the blank wall as tears burned to fall down. I then looked down as I sat there twiddling with my fingers. The room was dead silent. The only thing you could hear was my ragged breathing. I hate fighting with him so much. I tried so much to stop fighting but he just kept pushing on. Treating me like im garbage. Talking to me like im less than him.
It's like Im not good enough for him but we are still together. We never know why we are still together. But here we are.I love him dearly but I wonder how he even feels about me. Nothing seems to be fine anymore. Only people see us as the perfect couple. I see us as broken people who don't want to leave.
I sighed and I carried myself and collasped on the bed. Tears burned my eyes as i grabbed the pillow and it was his scent filled my nostrils. I then started to cry softly. Now all you can hear was my sniffles.
I then hear the door open. I slowly turn my head to see Punk walking in with a more calm expression. I just turned away and buried my face in the pillow. "Aj.." He spoke out. I just ingored and I found myself to cry a bit more. He was now on the bed with me pulling me to him. I didn't even stop him. "Aj..please..im sorry" He said as he ran his fingers through my hair. "I love you Punky..why do you do this" I choked out. he sighed and then rubbed my lower back.
"I don't know..I really don't ..but I still don't want to lose you" He spoke out as he buried his head in the crook of my neck. I sighed. "I don't want to lose you either baby" I said as I rubbed his back. I shifted until I was straddling him. He looked up at me and we just stared into each other's eyes. He brought his hand up and he ran his fingertips along my cheek. I smiled softly and I leaned down and I kissed him softly. He then wrapped his arms around my waist as he responded with a bit more passion. I ran my fingers through his hair and I tugged at it gently. I just knew that he loved it when I did that.
We then began to kiss more and more passionately. The kisses were now filled with lust and such burning passion. He bit softly on my bottom lip asking for entrance. He always did this fighting for dominance. Which is something he will never let me have. I parted my lips softly and he stuck his tongue in. Our tongues wrestled for dominance which he easily won. He then pulled away and smiled. I then looked at his lips and pouted. "What's wrong Pikachu?" He asked. I still kept my gaze on his lips where his lip ring used to be. He then let out a soft chuckle. "You still miss my lip ring don't you?" He asked rubbing my lower back down to my butt. I pouted even more and laid my head on his chest.
"I will take that as a yes" He said chuckling. I smiled softly as I traced some tattoos on his chest. He sighed and just held me. "You know I love you right?" He spoke out. I nodded and tapped my fingers along his chest. "Well do you love me?" He asked blankly. I looked up at him with curious eyes. "Of course I do!" I responded with a grin. He just chuckled and kissed my forehead. "Just checking" He said. I pursed my lips and chuckled.
He then set me down and got off the bed. "I'm going to head to the gym, want to come?" He asked as he got his gym bag. I smiled and shook my head. "No it's okay you can go" I said sitting Indian style on the bed. He smiled and walked over to me and he pecked my lips a few times. "Aww I really wanted to try and wrestle with you and put you in holds...and make you tap" He said in a seductive tone. He then bit his lip and he leaned in to kiss me. I kissed back and I giggled.
As he leaned in more I moved my hands down and I whacked him right on the butt. "Go train" I said smiling. He jumped as I did that and he rubbed his butt and pouted. He then turned around and stuck his butt out to me. "Kiss it it hurts" He said pouting. I tapped his butt and he chuckled. He turned and kissed my cheek and then my lips. "Have fun at the gym" I said as he kissed my forehead.
"Later" He said as he left the room. Once he left I sighed. Moments like this were moments that I wish would last forever.
I picked up my phone and dialed Kaitlyn.
Once she answered. "I'm stuck" I spoke out. She then hung up and I set my phone down and waited. Minutes later there was a knock on the door. I got up and answered the door and I was greeted by Kaitlyn.She just walked in and I closed the door. She is like a therapist to me.
"What's wrong now?" she asked as she plopped herself on the bed and put her hair in a messy bun. I sighed and I laid there on the floor looking up at the ceiling. "Yet again another argument, he leaves ,comes back and we make up and boom" I said. It's like a process for us. She just sighed and rubbed her face. "I have never seen a relationship so shitty as yours I'm sorry but it's true" She said bluntly. I just shrugged. "We tell each other we love each other and we say we don't want to lose each other" I said with no expression. "Truth probably is that you don't want to see yourself with someone else and vice versa...probably why you can't seem to find your selves splitting up. " She said.
I then looked at her. "See there is the part where you are probably right but I'm going in to denial and say that it's not true it's just like a diamond in rough" I said looking back at the blank ceiling. "See? and you know I'm right" She said crossing her arms. I then threw my hands behind my head. "You are right when you say we have a shitty relationship...but I can't help my self... I just love my tattooed freak of a boyfriend" I said truthfully. "And it's only me who knows what goes on behind closed doors" She said smiling. I just chuckled and nodded. "Only one I trust" I stated bluntly. "You know I would never cross you but if I have to hear you moaning Punks name again I'm tormenting you about it..." she said laughing. I then burst out laughing. "Same thing with you and Sheamus" I shot back. "Can't help it that he's so good" She said boldly. I laughed and I sat up and stared. "Please stop!" I said in between laughters.
I loved having Kaitlyn as a friend. On screen we don't talk like we used to. But she is still my best friend no matter what. We knew each other ever since we were in overalls in '92. Best moments ever.
"So instead of being in here because it's like I could seriously feel the depression...how about we honest or something" Kaitlyn suggested standing up. I just shrugged. "Yeah sure" I said as I got up and grabbed my keys,phone and wallet. She nodded and we walked out my room.
We went towards the elevator. The doors opened and Dolph Ziggler came out. My ex. Which is something that doesn't bother me anymore. He bumped into Kaitlyn and they had an intense stares. Dolph then glanced at me and walked off. I scrunched up my face in confusion. We got into the elevator and we went down to the lobby. I glanced at Kaitlyn who looked like she was now irritated. "Want to explain something to me?" I asked as I called for a cab. She looked at me and sighed. She knows she can't keep anything from me for long.
"Dolph and I used to hang out...or like have this friends with benefits type thing...well...you know what I mean...anyways...that time I still have feelings for Sheamus and it showed and Dolph noticed it. So he decided to start things up with him and tried telling him to back off....and later on they ended up making me choose ...and obviously I chose Sheamus ...and Dolph backed off and now he is mad at me because I didn't choose him" She said as we got into the cab and headed to TGI Fridays.
I sat back in the seat. "Don't worry about Dolph anymore ...he is just a sore loser that he didn't get what he wanted... so therefore Sheamus is the better choice and Dolph can sit down in a corner and cry" I said folding my arms. Kaitlyn looked at me smirking and then she started laughing. I then started laughing along with her.
We then arrivedat Firdays and we paid the driver and we got out. We walked inside and we waited. A person the came up to us. "How many?" He asked with a smile. "Two" Kaitlyn responded. He nodded and grabbed two menus and led us directly to a table. We sat down and I already knew what I wanted. Kaitlyn was still looking for what she wanted.
My phone then started ringing.
I frowned at the screen. It was a number I didn't recognize.
I hesistated if I should answer or not.
(Who do you think it is?)
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