He stormed in and got right in my face.
"Want to explain to me why you are ignoring me and why you just left me at the hotel?!" He snapped.
I just looked at him with disapproval and I crossed my arms. "Oh, I didn't think it would matter you seemed so caught up in the conversation with Beth, you probably got a ride with her anyways didn't you?" I asked with very much attitude.
"As a matter of fact I did and she is a lot more fun to talk to than you!" HE yelled. I jerked my head back feeling hurt as his use of words.
"If you think that much of her than why don't date her! You seem to miss her a whole lot you completely ignore me and you bringing me down without even knowing it, just go be with her!" I snapped.
He just smirked right in my face. "Maybe I will, she is better in everything else...every thing you can do she can do better..you are just for fun..you are pathetic" He said with a cold expression.
Tears were brimming my eyes and my bottom lip quivered. His face then softened as if he took a check for himself and realized what he said.
He took a step towards me and tried to hug me but I slapped him hard in the face. SO hard that it left a mark. I glared up at him and he looked at me with shock and sadness.
"Aj..I didn't mean that..I was just angry..you know that"He tried to explain. I just shook my head.
"There is a lot of things you don't mean" I said trying to walk past him. He grabebd my shoulder lightly and spun me around. I looked at him.
"Im sorry baby..." He spoke softly. He looked at me with those eyes I can't help but love. I just looked away before his gaze took complete control over me.
"I don't want to talk to you right now Phil" I said as I grabbed my title and left the locker room.
I love that man with everything in me. He could say something that could bring my world crumbling down but I would still find my self loving him.I guess i am just a sucker for love. I'M a sucker for him and there is no denying that.
I don't want our relationship to end but something has to be fixed. It needs to happen as soon as possible. We love each other and I know he does. The look in his eyes can just tell you.
"Aj..are you okay?" A voice asked taking me out of my thoughts. I looked up to see Jojo standing before me. I now realized I was just standing there in the middle of the hallway. I looked at her and just nodded.
"I'll be okay..." I spoke softly and continued to walking to no particular destination. I left her standing in shock. I think she was just expecting me to say some trash about her and trash the rest of the Total Divas cast. Honestly, I just wasn't up for it.
I am just completely puzzled with this whole situation. Beth is obviously on the track to take back Punk and just rub it in my face. Punk will obviously be conflicted by this all. Conflicted by the both of us.
Love was always known for never being easy. I mean come on when was the last time you witnessed a real life Cinderella story. I honestly think it isn't bound to happen. But perfect Cinderella stories aren't what Im here to talk about.
What Im thinking about is why Beth Phoenix wants to com back all of a sudden and I have no clue if it was coincidental or not. But now she is all over Punk. If her set goal is to take him away from then she has another thing coming. HE is mine. I still love that tatooed freak. I will not let him go so easy if that is what you are thinking.
I continued my stroll around the arena with absolute no clue on where I was going. I just needed to think and to some what clear my head.
I now found my self in front of the catering room doors. I walked inside and I went to a counter to get a bag of chips and a drink. I turned around and looked for a seat.
My gaze stopped when I saw Punk sitting at a table with Beth. Her arm was around him while his head was down. A pang of jealousy ran through me. It looked like she was comforting him. I sighed as my tears threatened to fall down.
I then found a small table and I went to go sit down and I ate in my own uncomfortable silence. I slowly ate thinking of a horrid thought that Punk and Beth were together. Punk smiling lovingly into her eyes. The same look he would give me. But then he would look down at me and just smirk and walked away with Beth. Leaving me. Breaking me. Taking ym heart and stomping on it. Just crushing it into a million pieces.
As much as I say I don't want to lose Punk. I don't seem to find myself doing anything about it. It's like when I see Punk with her. I feel weak and useless. Pathetic.
It just seems like Beth sets up a forcefield that I can't get through.
I sniffled and wiped my tears and stuffed myself with more chips. Tears just kept coming down like a water fall. BUt I don't care. I sniffled and wiped off as much tears as I could.
I then feel a hand on my shoulder but I don't pay attention to it.
"April?" A voice called out. I looked up to see Beth standing in front of me. I looked at her with a blank expression and she invited herself to sit down.
She looked at me with a worried expression.
"Can we talk?"
I just looked at her. With no emotion.
Well..........
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