I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. He hasn't come to check on me once. I wouldn't blame him. I think we need to just give each other space.
I stood up and I walked out the room wiping the tears. I walked downstairs into the kitchen and I looked out the small Window over the sink. I saw Punk out there still out there but this time he was on the phone. I stared as he looked like he was in deep conversation but then broke out into a big smile. I could then hear his sweet booming laughter. That's when I know he was really happy. I sighed and grabbed a water bottle and drank some water.
Maybe I should go to Seth's instead. Punk wouldn't care. He hasn't done much to check up on me anyway. If he even tries to talk to me again I'm pretty sure all I'm going to do is push him away or we are going to argue. Why does it feel like I am the only one trying in this relationship. I love him but does he even love me?
I finished my water bottle and I set ir down on the counter and I walked out the kitchen. I walked back upstairs to the bedroom and I reached for my phone which was directly on the night stand. I picked it up and unlocked it. I went to the contacts and went straight for Seth's name. I dialed him and put the phone to my ear.
"Hello?" He answered.
I smiled softly. "Seth..its AJ"
"Is everything okay?"
"Yeah..well I dont know..."I sighed.
"Want me to come pick you up from his house?"
I smiled at his intelligence.
"Please and hurry" I urged.
"I'm leaving right now" He said as I heard a door open and shut. "Shit...forgot the keys" Then I heard banging. I giggled at his simple minded moment.
"What." Deans raspy voice spoke out. I giggled and chewed my lip.Sorry not sorry that Deans voice is amazingly sexy ha ha.
"I forgot my keys"Seth chuckled nervously. I then hear keys jingle and then a door slam.
"Asshole.." Seth muttered. I giggled and winced as my jaw throbbed.
"I'm surprised I could even understand you with your jaw and all" he stated as I heard the car pull off.
I giggled softly. "asshole" I muttered.
"what was that?"
"Nothing!See ya!"I whispered as I hung up. I smiled to myself and I threw my phone on the bed. I went to my bag where my clothes were. I changed my pajamas shorts to regular jean shorts and I put on a hoodie. I slipped on my converse boots and zipped them up and laced them at the top. I grabbed my phone and shoved it in my pocket. I put on my glasses and put my hair up in a messy bun.
I grabbed my bag and I went into the bathroom and I grabbed my pills for the jaw pains. I made sure I had every thing else. I froze once I looked at my hand. It was the promise ring that Punk gave me. I don't entirely feel safe in this relationship. Until I do then Punk and I can work this out. You may not understand but I have a strange way of doing things whether you like it or not.
I slid off the ring and I brought it up to my lips and kissed it. "I love you" I whispered and I set the ring down and I walked out the room. I went downstairs and went into the kitchen and saw that Punk was still on the phone. I opened the door and I walked outside. He looked at me and then looked away. He looked at me again but with a more confused look.
"I- I gotta go" He said. He nodded. "Yeah I will see you tonight" He said before hanging up.
I clenched my fist as he walked up to me. "Who are you seeing tonight?" I asked him. He scratched the back of his head.
"Someone..where are you going?" He asked changing the subject. I just rolled my eyes.
"I'm going to Seth's" I said. he frowned and crossed his arms.
"Why?"
"Because you don't seem to care enough about me all I got was a garbage apology so I'm going to someone who actually cares"I groaned at my throbbing jaw as I muttered out that sentence. I sighed as he stood there in disbelief.
"Don't act like you care now just because I'm leaving" I said rolling my eyes. He looked down and froze.
"Wheres the ring I gave you?" He asked with a shaken voice. I bit my lip.
"Upstairs"
"Why aren't you wearing it?" he asked.
I just shook my head. I couldn't find my self to answer it.
"Bye Punk" I turned around and walked back inside towards the front door.
"Aj!"He yelled walking in after me. I walked to the front door ignoring him.
"April!!!" He yelled. I stopped and tears were flowing down my cheek.
I turned around to face him. "Why do you even care anyways!! Why does it seem like I'm the only one trying in this relationship!!I haven't been here less than a day and I already want to leave. .I don't feel comfortable and wanted here!You haven't checked on me since I got here. .I was lucky enough that I was placed on the bed instead of the couch!!You spent your precious time talking to god knows who! You don't care about me Punk.You may have before but I don't think you do now"
It was now a dead silence between us. I heard a beep outside indicating that Seth was here. I opened the door and left Punk standing there without another word.
I walked over to Seth's car and I threw my bag in the backseat.
I sighed and I got inside the car and I closed it behind me and buckled myself in. Once I did that and comfortable I sighed and covered my face.
'Everything okay?" Seth asked breaking the silence. I just shrugged and looked out the window ahead as he started driving.
'i don't even know anymore I love him but he doesn't even try anymore..I just don't know" I said as more and more tears came out of my eyes. I didn't even stop to wipe them. I just let them fall. Seth stopped at a red light and carefully grabbed my chin and turned me to him. He wiped my tears away and smiled softly.
"Come on don't worry about him right now.. he isn't worth the pain in your heart..no guy is..us guys are confusing just like you females"He said with a light chuckled. I smiled softly. "There's that pretty smile" he said staring at my lips. I blushed softly and turned away from him and the light turned green. He started to drive again.
"Plus you can have fun with three awesome guys and Beth" He said with humor in his tone. I looked in his direction.
"Beth is there?" I asked. he nodded and he let out a chuckle. I still don't particularly trust her but I can still talk to her.
"Yeah, Roman invited her.
"Oh thank god being in a house with three men..kill me" I whispered smiling to myself.
"What did you say?" he looked at me with confusion. I just shrugged and shook my head.
"Oh, nothing" I muttered. he huffed and I chuckled.
We pulled up at his house and we got out. I didn't have to walk inside to already feel the more comforting vibe. I smiled softly and I grabbed my bag from the backseat and I closed the door. Seth walked up and unlocked the door and once he stepped inside he froze with a pissed off look. I walked inside as well and dropped my bag and covered my mouth to stop my self from laughing. In our sighs we saw Dean on the ground on his stomach. Beth sat on his back and had him in a headlock and Roman was sitting on the couch.
"WOOOOOO!!! YES!!" He cheered. As he shot his arms up he knocked the large plastic bowl of popcorn out of his hand causing the popcorn to go everywhere. He stared down at the ground with a pouty face at the wasted popcorn.
Umm....
{Lol Comments?Votes?}
{LOl the last part made me laugh}
{What do you think of this chapter?}
Goldie_PreppyGee
