Pills
I need a glass of Somthing strong
Somthing thick and intoxicating
Drown my voices out
I said I'd never touch the glass to my lips as long as I breathed
But here we both are
Drunk
Wasted
Intoxicated
What do I need?
Somthing else
Somthing more
A cigerette?
No
A joint?
Not feeling it
Mabey Somthing more
Pills
40mg of meletoine to put me to sleep
Side effect includes
Hallucinations
I'm walking in Walmart with you,
your hands slowly creep down my spine.
No
I can't think this way
20mg of meletoine
My head is spinning
30mg of kraton
I feel light as a feather
I can breath
Pills
They ruin me
Make me hurt inside
Drink
Swallow
Sleep
Drink
swallow
sleep
We have a daughter now
She's 4 years old
She has big eyes
And a big smile
She watches me as I
Drink
Swallow
Sleep
Drink
swallow
sleep
She dosent understand the power of pills
She nudges me and asks me
Mommy can we play?
I've drank to much
I've swallowed to much
I've slept to much
While your out getting wasted
Our daughter is 9 now
Long fingers and
Long toes that strech into the air
As she swings higher and higher on her swing
She dosent understand the power of drinking
She nudges me and says
Mommy push me higher
I've drank to much
I've swallowed to much
I've slept to much
While you have been sleeping with another woman
Our daughter is 17 now
She sits in her room talking on her phone
Some boy
I never met him
You never came home
She walks to his car
And never comes back
Days go by I don't see her
I don't care
I've drank to much
I've swallowed to much
I've slept to much
I haven't seen you in years
Our daughter is 28 now
She has a husband
And a daughter
With long fingers and long toes
I've yet to see her
I'm not allowed
But I don't care
I've drank to much
I've swallowed to much
I've slept to much
While your away gambling
Our daughter is 55 now
She's got a grandson
A beautiful baby boy
But I have yet to meet them
I've been sick
I've drank to much
I've swallowed to much
I've slept to much
While you've been pernonced dead
Our daughter is now 68
She comes to visit me twice a day
She holds my hand
And Crys to me
Saying she wishes I wouldn't leave
I've drank to much
I've swollowed to much
I've slept to much
While your in heaven waiting
As I slip from view she holds my hand
And I remember when she was a kid
Her long fingers
And her long toes
But I can't remember
I was to drunk
I was to stoned
I was to tired
To tired to take care of my daughter.
She cried every secound of everyday
Because I wasn't a good mother
And I wish
I just wish
I could have been better
